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The next morning I woke up and Logan wasn't next to me anymore.
I went downstairs and Logan was in the kitchen making breakfast.
-Good morning Sunshine-he said smiling as he saw me standing in the door. He came closer to me. He didn't wear a shirt so I could see his muscles. I so wanted to have sex with him right now. As he was in front of me I started kissing him. He was a little surprised about how passionate I kissed him but he quickly started kissing me back as passionate as I was. My hand went down from his hair to his joggers.
I played a little with my hands at his v line and felt that Logan twiched a litle as i took the waistband of his joggers and Let it Snap back. I started Kissing his neck and Logan whispered in my ear-i think we have to do that a another time- I looked up in his beautifully blue eyes-why ?- -because my mom is going to be here in about 30 minutes-.- and the problem is ?- I asked biting my lip a little.-you know what the problem is.- he went back to the stove - I will drive you home after breakfast -. I sat down on a chair and looked out of the window. Why doesn't he want to have sex with me ?

3 WEEKS LATER

Logan and I were still a secret he always said that it would hurt Jake to much but I think he would be ok with that. But not just that. We still didn't had sex not that we had no time to but Logan always changed the subject when I wanted to talk about it but today I wanted to change that. It was Saturday and Anna had her birthday party.
As I saw Logan standing at the pool alone I went outside to talk to him.
-Hey. Do you have a minute.- -i always have time for you sunshine.-
- Why don't you want to be a official couple?-_- we are a couple.- he said a little confused.- are we?- I asked.- no one knows about us . Still after 3 weeks.- - and what's the problem with that?- he asked.-i don't want to have to think of an excuse why I can't go on a date with boys every time. And to be true I don't really love that there are girls coming up to you flirting with you.- . -but we talked about that. We don't  want to hurt Jake.- - first of all we would just hurt him more if we wait much longer . And second of all I don't want to feel like a side chick!-.- your no side chick!- Logan said - ok maybe this was the wrong word because a side chick is someone you would have sex with !- I almost screamed I was so hurt. - you know what Logan. This is not a real relationship  and there is never gone be one between us!- I went inside again trying not to cry because everyone was looking at me . As I had almost reached the bathroom door I heard Logan scream all across the room.- I love you (J/N).-. I turned around and Logan was now right in front of me. He held my hands and looked me right in the eyes -i love you. Please give me one more chance.-.- but why didn't you want to go public if you love me?-. Logan looked around us. We stood in a crowd.he started whispering-because I was scared.- -scared?- -yes scared sunshine. The last girlfriend I had just wanted to be popular. I didn't want us to just be a typical high school couple. I want us to be more... If you still want to?- he looked on the ground and I felt sorry for ever doubt him at all.-I love you too Logan- I smiled at him and gave him a kiss.-lets leave this place-logan said smiling all over his face. -Happy birthday Anna!- I screamed as I closed the door after us . We run to Logan's car.-wait.- Logan said. I stopped running and turned to Logan. - you wanted to know why I didn't had sex with you right?-. - your gay?- I said and laughed a little. -i can never talk to you seriously -logan laughed.- no I'm not. I was just afraid .--afraid?    So you are a virgin.- - no I'm not(J/N)- -ok what is it than?- I asked.-its just because I never had sex with someone I really liked.i just had sex becayse everyone ales had sex.- .-i can't believe your so cute.-.-cute?- he asked .-yeah cute.-- why not hot.- I started laughthing  and went through his hair.- your my cute hot boyfriend- he kissed me and took me in his strong arms.

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XOXO Nele

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