Logan paul Fan Fiction💦

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- dont you wanna go and great him ?- Anna asked . I haven't told her yet Logan and I had broke up and kinda also didn't want to. I dont know why, but I feel like if I tell anyone it will become real and in this moment I just dont want this to feel real, it would just hurt to much . - later- I said while throwing a ping pong ball at the other teams cups. - why later ?- Anna got curious. - we had a little fight.-. - what you had a fight ?-.- yeah , but everything is fine believe me!- - are you sure?- anna asked . - yeh I am ... oh it's your turn - .Anna was still sceptical but luckily didn't asked any more questions.
So we had a lot of fun actually, had some nice conversations and got a little tipsy, and I didn't think it was possible but for a short amount of time I could even forget about Logan , until someone dragged me in a room while I was walking thrue the hallway looking for Anna. As the light turned on in the room which seemed to be an office I saw him, standing in front of me with his perfect blue eyes his beautiful hair and muscular body . And as he started talking to me I again started crying .- I just can't be here and not talk to you, please dont cry-he tried to hug me, but I took one step backwards so I stood with my back against a wall. - Logan please - -  (j/n) I know you are sad, that i am moving, but why dont you see any way to still be together?- he asked getting closer .- stay away from me !- I said now with a confident voice now i had stopped crying - dont get closer !- . - (j/n) please talk to me, there are options we can be together , you could finish school and go to collage in la, you could visit me at your holidays, or even go to high school in la.- he tried to convince me.- Logan, it seems as if you dont understand me, so i say it clearly so you understand me. I DONT WANT THAT! I dont want to change school again for about the 5 time or just see you on vacation ! - while I said that Logan s face starter getting more and more sad. - sunshine, I know I wasn't fair - - YOU WHERE NOT FAIR ?- now I couldn't hold back anymore - YOU HAD SEX WITH ME EVEN THOUGH YOU KNEW YOU WOULD HAVE TO LEAVE AND TOLD ME THAT DIRECTLY AFTER WE WERE DONE- - I really wanted to tell you, but I couldn't I just didn't wanna hurt you.- - YOU DIDNT WANTET TO HURT ME ? YEAH SURE. IT MORE SEEMS LIKE YOU JUST WANTET TO HAVE SEX WITH ME AND DIDNT WANTET TO RUIN YOUR OPPORTUNITY, how long did you even know it?- - I know it since two days after we had our first kiss.- I just was speachles,  he knew it all the time and didnt tell me . -look (j/n) I wantet to tell you but ...- -WHAT ?- . - I rely like you sunshine,  I liked you since the day I saw you the first time, i just didnt want to loos you so soon  so I didnt tell you . I even planned on not having sex with you at all to not hurt you that much, when I leave.- - great plan - we looked at each other fore about a minute. - Logan I realy love you, but I can't be together with you right now .- - is it because I didnt told you ?- Logan asked sad- no Logan it is not . It's because I'm not willing to have a long distance relationship - - but we could make it work! - Logan sad looking me right in the eyes with his puppy eyes . As I had reached the door and was just about to open it I turned around and looked to Logan as he said - I love you sunshine - he said it so I couldn't help but getting shivers all over my body . I got closer to him and as i stood in front of him I looked up - i love you Logan- I said , than gave him a kiss on the cheek and left the party as I had found Anna.

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Xoxo Nele