Loving you was a mistake
Like once when I was 5 that I paint the sky in purple instead of blue
But loving you was warm
something I'm longing for days, months, years
And loving you was wrong
Like once I was lying to my father that it wasn't me who is dirtying his clothes
But loving you was beautiful
something that I lost from long ago
Something that I wish would never come back
to ruin my life
Ruined me.
