pure hatred • p.j.m 🏹

Chapter 8 || g-girlfriend?

{ A/N } woooOooOOooo . I know I've been decreasingly unactive but i promise i will be more active and shit will be litty.also jhopes mixtape just got released and HONEY , my wig was snatchedddd!!!! IM ONE OF THOSE ONES WAITING FOR THE HIXTAPE SINCE DECEMBER 2016 , LIKE GIRL .

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"Ready?" Your mom asked as she set your bag in the trunk. You nodded with a big smile. "Yeah." You got in the passengers seat. Your mom got in the drivers seat. And for the first time in forever, it was just you two. "(Y/n)." Your mom spoke as she drove. "Yeah?" You asked and looked over at her. "Are you and Jimin... You know-" "NO" you cut her off quickly. "Absolutely not." You laughed nervously. "(Y/n). You two are pretty close. I won't be mad! I just, wanna know. You know, I've been wanting you to get a boyfriend. Maybe it'll help you out a bit. And I would really like grandchildren in the fu-" you cut her off once again. "Mom, I'm not with him. I won't ever be with him." You said sternly. "He's a friend." You shrugged. Your mom looked at you with that "oh ok. 'Friend'" look. 
You pulled up in front of the small house, where you all lived together before. You walked up to the door and knocked. Soon, a tall man with a beer belly opened the door and smiled brightly. "My baby girl. You've grown even more beautiful." He hugged you.

You felt, loved. But, it was different. It wasn't... Safe. It was forced love. You felt nervous to be here. 

You smiled as your dad sat with you and drank tea. You caught up on things. Life at school and work, life at home, and other random stuff. You watched tv together, played games together, and even went out for lunch. 
This is what you've been missing. You wanted to be able to see your dad, and hug him tight. You missed the feeling of being around him. But as the day went on, the feeling changed.

You sat at the dinner table with your dad and he started talking. "Now, my girlfriend will be here soon-" "Wait. Girlfriend?" You asked curiously. And suddenly, a very familiar face walked in the room. VERY, familiar. "Jessica..?" You asked. Your dad's coworker for the past 12 years. "Yes~ oh I missed you!" She hugged you tightly. You hugged back hesitantly. You tried to think of why they'd be together, and then it hit you. "You... Know I never knew the reason why you and mom split up." You said as you pulled away from the hug. Your dad laughed and shook his head as he got a glass and filled it with vodka. Wait... Vodka? "Honey it's in the past, don't worry!" He brushed you off. "You cheated didn't you?" You asked, disappointment very clear in your tone and your eyes. "No, no of course not. We just, started fucking before we divorced." He said with no shame. You felt hurt by that. "And dad... I thought you stopped drinking." You said quietly. "Oh this? I did, but I went a little crazy after the divorce. So, I started drinking again." He shrugged. You stood up with wide eyes.

"What the hell is wrong with you?!" You asked as tears came to your eyes. He drank his vodka and shook his head. "Nothing." He said and pointed to the hallway. "You know where the shower is right? Go. Me and Jessica need some time." He smirked at the beautiful blonde girl next to him. You felt disgusted. This day was going good until dinner time. 
You stood up and ran to the bathroom. You grabbed your phone and texted Mom. "I can't be here anymore. Mom please pick me up." You waited for her response impatiently. "Wait til tomorrow honey, it'll be ok." She texted back. You sighed sadly and shook your head. You bit your lip hard as you decided what to do in your head. You texted Jimin next. "Jimin, my mom won't pick me up, and I can't be here anymore. I know it's a lot to ask, but please pick me up." You breathed out as you sent it. You didn't trust anyone but your mom to drive, but right now it didn't matter. Your dad was disgusting. You needed to leave. "What? Why? What's happening?" Jimin texted back quickly. "I'll tell you when you pick me up." You texted, and sent him the address. You turned on the shower water so your dad wouldn't get suspicious. 
After a bit of waiting, the silence turned into yelling and screaming. Memories flooded your mind and you started to panic. Jessica screaming and your dad yelling at her, as he would at you when he was drunk. You snuck out and went to your room, grabbing your bag quickly. Jimin texted you and told you he was here. You sighed in relief and went to sneak out the window, but your dad walked in.