Shiver

Part 9

We walk away a bit away from school and i didn't even see were we passed because my attention is on Harry,me and him alone.

Harry takes me in the woods behind school,it's dark with only a dot of light,the trees dance as the wind passes through

the darkness.Harry stops and turns to face me,i look confused and he has a smile on his face."-So your parent don't live in London you said?"it was more than a question that he said.

"-Yeah.My parents are getting divorced in a couple of months and it scares me."i make a smile and he starts to walk again,i follow him."-What about your parents?"i ask but he ignores my question."-What are you most scared of Summer?"i open my eyes about what he just asked me and it's strange that this hasn't to do for what i asked him.

"-Hights and death.You?"he smiles looking at me and i go closer to him.

"-I'm not scared of death not hights but i'm scared of loving a person too much that....."he doesn't finish the sentence,i see a tear running down his cheek.I take my thumb to his cheek and rub the tear that stoped on his bottom lip.

"-What about your parents?Does this have to do with them?"he lets out a deep breath and looks at the ground.

"-They were killed and that's it,i don't want to talk about it ok?"i nod from his harsh tone he just used.I'm scared at his face that turned serious when i asked about his parents.

"-Why did you live in Paris?"i ask and his face turns normal again."-My dad was from Paris and my mum,they met and had Louis,Liam,me and Niall."he says but it's not clear yet.Why does he say he's from London?

"-Why do you say that you're from London then?"i ask not understanding his life,he shakes his head smiling.

"-Dad and mum had a holiday in London and i was born there.I always loved London but now too.I'm glad that i'm living here."i nod.

Harry hides his life from me,well i do too because i don't want people to know only Alice knows my secrets and Zayn.I tried to talk with Zayn about my family problems that involed me the most but i can't because i feel like he's kind of a stranger even if he's my boyfriend.

"-Are you sad that they are getting divorced?"he asks me but i prefered if he would of changed the subject."-Dad leaves her because she drinks too much and it gives us problems.She said that she would stop but she never tried to.I'm staying with Alice and we have amazing time toghether."i explain and he nods.

"-Where are you taking me?"i ask as we arrive in front of this big old tree.Harry walks around it for a few times and tounches it with both of his hands,i think it must be important for Harry.I go closer to him and see his expression on his face."-You said that you're scared of hights right?!So we will sit on this high tree ok?"i take two steps back as he reaches his hand for me to take but i shake my head.

"-I'm not going on there!I'm scared and not crazy!We will fall if we miss a step on that tree!"i say shouting but he comes near me.

"-Do you trust me Summer?"he asks looking in my eyes still reaching his hand out for me."-Yes but...."he cuts me off."-So?!Don't be scared.I will let your fears go away."i take his hand making a funny face at him.We walk to this big tree and Harry lets me take the first step.

I look at him and he smiles at me,i start climbing,i hear someone whistle at the every top of the tree.It's Harry waving at me and i stay still looking down scared not to fall.I'm way to high and i don't want to make another step.How did Harry get there so quick?I didn't even see him climbing on the tree with me.

"-Come on!Just only one step and you're here with me!"he shouts sending me smiles.I finally reach Harry and i sit next to him,Harry turns to me like he's thinking about something."-What's wrong?"i asked worried and he returns to life again.

"-This tree gives me memories when i was a child.I used to come up here alone to play with my cars.No one used to find me because sometimes i came up here even when i was angry with my dad."he explains,i notice that his voice craks as he mentions him.I join his hand with mine and he smiles.

"-My mum drinks and my dad leaves her but it's his fault because she didn't love her.I don't talk to him,he never wanted me in his life,it was like my mum was only a hangover for the night.He stayed with mum because of me or else he was already gone."i realise that i tell my secret to Harry that i never told Zayn about.When Zayn asked about them,i always said that they are busy for work.

My mum drinks because my dad doesn't love her,i saw her cry everyday next to vodka or vine shouting and crying on the floor.

"-I'm sorry about your parents."Harry says,my eyes let the tears fall down and i hate it that Harry is seeing this."-Habe you ever tell your family?"he asks worried but i ignore him.I remember that i had german in this hour."-I have german i have to go."i say as Harry helps me down slowly.

I rwach the ground feeling my legs trembling."-Thanks for taking me here.It's nice away from all your problems."we both meet our eyes,i take out the book he gave me in class,i give it to him and he makes a confused face.

"-Remember i read it already and i have the book at home?"i remind he and he laughs."-See you later Summer."i go away and he stares at me as i walk in the dark woods to school.

Alice asked me a lot of question of where i was and with who.I said i was with Harry at the tennis camp having a walk,the german lesson was boring as usual.

"-Were you just walking with him?"Alice asked me when the bell rang for the end of german lesson,i get the feeling that Alice will never stop talking of Harry."-Yeah,i didn't do something stupid with him."she raises her eyebrow at me like she missed some information.

"-Remember you're with Zayn and if he catches you your dead!I asked cause you almost spend time with him and not with me or Zayn anymore.I just asked you to come shopping with me but no your busy with Harry!"i roll my eyes knowing that this won't have a good ending.

"-We are friend,he doesn't have friends for what i understand,I love Zayn and i will never let you stay alone without me ok?"i say but she doesn't look sure for what i just said.

We walk in the corridor hands in hands and laugh to some jokes that Alice knows.She likes reading comic books and romantic books.She has a lot of books that if you touch them you're dead.I go to my closet to put my books away,so i could go to the tennis camp of our big match."-Hey babe."i turn around leaning on my closet as Zayn comes near to look at me in the eyes,so i get all of his attention."-What do you want?"i ask."-I'm sorry again for being so stupid!"he explains rolling his eyes and i laugh."-Ok.but i have to go to the tennis match."i explain and i can feel his warm lips on mine that ask to enter."-I will come and see you promise."i smile giving him a quick kiss.

"-Can we go now?"Alice rolls her eyes and i laugh.I wave Zayn as i go to the tennis camp.I go to the bathroom to change with Alice,i put my t-shirt,shorts and trainers.I get my racket out from the big bag and the bottle of water.

Today we won for 2/1 at the match playing with boys from the other school from Manchester.the last point i made and everyone claped and called my name.My tennis teacher is very pround of my work,i mean all of my teachers.I work for the school magazine,the art projects and tennis match.

I have a bath at home and change in some clean clothes.I put a dress and put my hair in a messy bun.I wait for Harry calling me to know where were going.I wait for him,i decide to have a quick nap.After a few minutes my eyes close and i fall asleep.