Love Struck

Act - 6 Confused Feelings

I returned from college as fast as I can after whatever happened in the rehearsal hall. I was really not sure about what I was feeling at that time because I have never been in such state where I had to decide whether I was happy or angry that I was lost.

Kriya had made my favorite dinner but I was not even interested to read because unknowingly that girl had made an impact on me and some way or other she kept coming to my thoughts and that was really disturbing me.

Kriya on the other hand was in really good mood. She was sharing all the activities that she did throughout the day and was enjoying the stay in the city. She liked the college and her study branch. But then she started to praise Reyansh and his supportive nature.

And to the mention of name Reyansh I was brought back to the place and out of each thought that I had in my mind. May be this is the last thing you would expect that your own sister has praise for the person you hate most in the world. She was going on and on how Reyansh helped her and allowed her to skip the dance rehearsals and everything.

But with every passing minute and her list of praises for Mr. Popular was irritating me. I was getting angry very much, one side his sister had made nuts out of my mind and I was hell confused what she wanted from me and here her brother was near to my sister in just one day. I cannot bear everything in just a one day; this was enough for me to lose my patience.

“That’s enough Kriya I don’t want to know anything about Reyansh” I said irritatingly

“Why are you so much irritated Sam, he is your friend and he helped me so what’s the big deal in that?” she replied

“Look Kriya first thing he is not my friend, he is just a dance team member and if there are two persons I hate the most in this world are Reyansh and his sister” I said angrily

“What? But you only said he was your friend while introducing to him” she said

“Ya I said just to make him realize that even I have sister who is best in everything she does” I said

“What the hell? You used me to show that you were equal to him. Am I just a tool to prove you’re worth Sam?” Kriya said

“No not like that but ya I wanted to show him that I do trust girls but there should be decency in that girl that you have” I said

“That reply doesn’t make any sense Sam. And please leave me alone now, you have really hurt me today” she said

Damm I don’t know why everything I do ends up like this. You just walked away and disappointment could be really seen in your eyes. I was feeling guilty for actually using you as a tool to show I am worth it.

In night I really thought about myself and what was I transforming in to. Why was I so desperate to take fights on the bro-sis duo? I have nothing to do with them.

I am in the college to make a good platform for myself to do something in life. And now instead of focusing on that I was concentrating on these fights and all. I was just wasting my time on useless things which were not adding anything to me.

And then realization struck me that I was becoming my old self which everybody hated and that was the reason I was sent to India just to change my atmosphere and life style.

I know back in Howard I used to take this fights and waste all my efforts in taking revenge and just going deeper in to fights. Girls never mattered to me against my career but for the first time this girl Miss Famous Sharon was making an impact on me. I was getting desperate to kiss her.

“Wake up Swayam Shekhawat no girl can come close to you or make you vulnerable” I said to myself.

Then I decided that I will not waste my time on fights and everything else. I will concentrate on my study and other co-curricular activities that I do.