Love Struck

ACT - 9 Realizations

I left her in college and came back home. But on my way to home I started realizing that why I thought this was the most memorable day in my life and then thought it’s just because I had done some craziest things that I would never do in my wildest dreams but then I thought was it the case why it was so memorable day. May be No?

Why not? Because I guess it was the person with whom I spent the day made it special for me? May be yes because I never allowed any girl to come close to me in all this time but she made it real close to me. Girls run away from me and here she was running into my mind constantly. I would do one thing and think whether she will like this or not?

Gosh what is this? Why all my thoughts are centered on one person that is Miss Famous Sharon Singhania. I don’t understand anything and why the hell I am so confused about that first of all?

“May be she has become the most important person in your life” an image spoke to me which looked very familiar to me.

What the hell? It was my image. Where the hell did it come from?

“Don’t think too much Swayam I am just an inner voice of your heart” image spoke to me. 

“Oh really so I need an image to understand why my heart wants?” I replied

“May be yes today you need an image to accept something that you think or I should say your mind is blocking you to accept that” image spoke

“Oh man I kind of feel that there is a war going on in my mind and heart right? So where is the image that will speak about my mind?” I asked and don’t know why that thing came to my mind

“Because you are the voice of your mind and not even paying attention to what your heart wants to say so this image is before you to make you realize what your heart wants to say” Image spoke again

“Oh great so now you say I don’t listen to my own heart and pay attention to my mind. God I don’t understand my own body parts are complaining to me” I spoke out of irritation

“Hey it’s not a complaint it’s just that you need to realize that something has changed in your life” image replied

“You are saying something? Are you crazy or what everything has changed look at me I never got close to a stranger girl the way I am, I never did things I do now days” I said

“Ya that’s what I am saying something has changed due to someone and you know why that someone is successful in changing that?” image spoke

“And why so” I asked

“Because you have started caring about what she wants or thinks about you and you began to feel something about her don’t you?” image asked back

I kind of scratched my head and thought ya the image is right may be she is the reason for change in me and I cannot ignore that I care for what she thinks and what she wants and if that is called to feel for someone then ya I am feeling something for her.

I was standing confused in my own thoughts when the image spoke

“Your expressions say that what I told you is right” Image spoke

“Ya I hate to admit that but you spoke true” I said

“Do you want to know what is that something in new in you?” image asked

“Ya definitely I want to know” I replied

“Well it’s called love. You love her” image replied

“What the F*** is this? No ways, I cannot be in love you-you-you Arghhh I cannot even scold my own image for saying this rubbish thing to me” I said