Could It Be Love? *GirlxGirl*

Chapter Twelve ~ What's wrong with me... *PART TWO*

~~~*Britney's POV*~~~(Same time as last chapter, just different POV)

I woke up and stretched in my bed. My muscles ached from last night. I looked around my once gorgeous bedroom. My lamp was in the corner, a pile of broken glass. My pictures were swiped off my dresser, broken and scraped on the floor. There were several holes in my walls. My clothes were also thrown about the room. 

I got up and shook my head. Walking to the bathroom attached to my bedroom, I grabbed random clothes off the floor. It just happened that they were both black and matched. I turned on my shower and walked back out of my room. My dad had called me last night and told me to sneak out to my backyard. He had a bag of clothes for me. I looked inside and it was all bra's, panties, and a variety of lingerie. They were all from Victoria's Secret, so they were cute, but they were not exactly what I was into. He smiled and me and told me "I want you to throw away every peice of undergarment you have and replace them with these," 

I grabbed a pink thong with flower lace and had zebra print across what little cloth it had, and a pink lacy bra. By the time I got into the bathroom, my water was hot enough and I climbed under the steaming water. I finished washing and got out. Toweling myself off, I checked my phone. There was no new texts from anyone, not even Cris. But I shouldn't expect anything from her, not after what I've done to her.

I got dressed and pulled on some green ankle socks, and my Knee High Converses. I didn't want to look like I didn't care, and let it show that I didn't really want to break up with Cris incase she figured out, so I straightened my hair and teased it a little bit. I added heavier make up then usual, and added the black lipstick that I very rarely wear. By the time I was done, it was already time for me to had to school. I grabbed my bookbag and jogged down the steps, called a Goodbye to my mom, brother, and step father, and walked toward the school. 

I looked around the streets for Crystal but I didn't see her. I stopped by her house to see if she was already gone, and sure enough, I saw her sister cleaning up from breakfast. This lets me know that Crystal had left because she always leaves while her sister is eating. I walk the rest of the way and see one of my friends coming toward me. Her name was Sydney (A/N Yes Sydney this is you<3333!). I don't talk to her often but we still are pretty good friends. "Hey! You! Come here!" I hear Sydney yell to me. I stop walking and wait for her to catch up. "Hey," I say smiling to her. She looks at me funny and starts to whine (A/N The real Sydney really does this :b) "Briiiittneeeey! Whats wronggg!" I look at her funny and shake my head laughing. "Nothing Sydner" I can tell she doesn't believe me but she drops it.

We walk into the school and up to our first period. It just happens to be that we both have the same first period. I walk in and I can feel my breath catch. I look at Cris out of the corner of my eye and I can see her picking at the sleeves on her jacket, meaning she's trying to cover up something. I suddenly feel sick to my stomach. I faintly hear Syndey talking and then I hear her giggle, so I giggle along with her. 

The whole class I keep trying to look at Cris but I can't see her unless I turn around. This breaks my heart. I still hear Sydney talking to me so I mumble "Yeahs" "Okays" and laugh at times. Im not paying attention to her but I have to make it seem like it. I can feel my heart slowly breaking every time Crystal's name pops into my head. Theres only one thing in there at this moment, and as I think it over and over, a solitary tear makes its way down my face.

One

Lonely

Thought.

Im in love...

... With Crystal.

(A/N) ^.^ Sorry for the long wait guys. Ive been having writers block and other shit sooooo yeahhhh. And then Sydney reminded me on Twitter that I need to update,  so I just had to update for you(: 

Vote and comment for me guys. Its in the watty awards, and Im probably not going to win, but I still want to know I at least tried and got far. Thanks you guys! <33333333! 

I love you(: