Just a Fangirl? (editing)

Chapter 20

Nikki's POV

"We should tell them," Hunter smiles as we cuddle on the bed, rubbing my side with his thumb. "Them?" I ask looking at him. "My fans," He smiles. "No," I quickly protest. "Why not?" He asks. "Because," I whisper. "But if I  told them, then I would be able to kiss you in public," He smiles pecking my lips. "But the hate,"  I whisper. "We don't have to," He sighs. "I'm sorry," I sigh, getting up. "Nikki," He sighs grabbing my hand.  "You want to you go ahead," I sigh. "Nikki," He repeats. "I'm not going to fight with you. You want to tell them go ahead." "I'm not going to if I don't want to," He sighs. He gets up. "I'll let you blow off steam," He sighs walking out of the room. My anger turns into tears really fast. "Fuck," I mumble closing my eyes as tears roll down my face. I open the balcony door and stand there, peering over the railing. "Nikki," Hunter says walking back in. I look over at him as I lean against the railing. "Nikki please step back from there," He sighs. I was shaking as I continued to stand there. "Annika please," He whispers, his voice shaking.I couldn't breathe or see from the tears and anxiety attack. "Nikki," He whispers. He grabs my hand and pulls me into him.He walks back into the room, shutting the balcony door. "Baby what's wrong?" He asks. "An... An.." I breathe. He hugs me tighter. "Baby it's ok," He coos rubbing my head. "I just... I thought about the hate. And then losing you. And it all got to much," I cry. "You won't lose me," He smiles kissing my forehead. "But there are other girls. Better, pretty girls. You could leave me for them anyway," I cry. "Baby I will never leave you. All I want is you," He smiles. "I don't deserve you," I sniffle. He pulls me onto the bed and hugs me tightly. "You deserve the world," He sighs placing his lips onto mine. I hold to kiss for a while before pulling away to sniffle again. "Babe calm down. I'm right here," He sighs. I nod and try to calm myself. "And I won't tell anyone unless you're ready," He smiles, placing his lips 0n my forehead. I nod as I yawn, closing my eyes shortly after.