Mixed feelings and Messy kisses

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A/N: im sorry for late uploads oof,, but hey im alive hunTy. Now enjoy.
Warning: racial/homophobic slurs are used.
Spoiler: Some stenbrough appears
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"I had sex with my best friends ex girlfriend." Richie couldnt get that off his mind. Its not like him and beverly never did get on like that before, but it was before she ever did date bill. It was more of to relief stress back then. It felt deeper now. Something more. All richie could think about is last night as he was walking home from beverlys. He didnt get to say goodbye but he left her a small note since he knew she'd be up a few minutes before her father would arrive home, she always did.
Richies thoughts probably should have waited cause he found himself being pushed onto the hard hot harsh pavement, faint laughing of the one and only henry bowers and victor criss, belch wasnt around at the moment he wad probably in the store near by buying candy or some shit , and patrick? Still missing. Or dead, who knows.
"What the fuck bowers" Richie hissed, he tried to get back up but victor kicked him right in the face back down, the blood started to trickle down richies nostril, spewing out onto his lips and he found himself feeling dizzy.
"Get up you four eyed pussy" Henry muttered crouching down towards richie, then punching richie in the gut when richie went to sit up, richie found himself throwing up but he kept it far away from himself, he didnt want to smell like puke. But victor and henry? Oh their poor shoes were covered. Henry was crouched, so his shirt was covered in richies puke.

"Fucking disgusting! God who the fuck do you think you are?! Im gonna take your fucking big eyes out with spoons and feed it to the niggers dog! Get up faggot!" Herny hissed, kicking richie in the crotch area and belch appeared then. They disappeared. Richie layed there and cried. Soon finding himself passed out. In the middle of the pavement he laid. Hopeless, and weak.

Bill found richie laying on the pavement, he took richie back to richies house, and laid him on the couch. Richie woke up around an hour later, he had a bandage on his cheek and across the bridge of his nose, and his nose bleed was cleaned up and he was in fresh clothes that didnt have slight blood drops on them.
"You okay?" Bill say next to richie and looked concerned.
"You changed my clothes for me?" Richie raised an eyebrow at bill, bill laughed.
"Richie, i-its not like i-i did anything gr-gro-"
"I know. Im teasing." Richie ruffled bills hair and gave a friendly smile.
"Im ok."
"G-go-good. You look-looked like a m-m-....mess." Bill managed out. His stutters were pretty bad after his and beverlys break up.
Richie was silent

Beverly....

Beverly laid in her bed, now dressed. And crying. Makeup ran down her face as she cried and sobbed and whined. Beverly felt horrible. Bill had already informed all of the others about finding richie on the pavement, but that was only partly why she was crying. Maybe cause her father grabbed her by her hair again when beverly refused to let him see the note richie left. He seen it. He hit her.

"Beverly, im left when you read this, but i wanted to let you know if i didnt say goodbye that i love you, you little ball of sunshine. I cleaned up everything for you so you wouldnt have to worry about cleaning before your father got home -Tozier⭐️"

Her father was in the living room now, probably asleep. But beverly wanted to shave her head, but she thought harder and packed her bags. She was going to go to richies, unless he wasnt feeling good, then beverly knew stan would have her back. Stans parents actually trusted beverly and thought she was a sweet friend of stans, eds mom thinks shes a slut, richies parents always think shes only around richie to have sex with him, bills parents hate beverlys parents, and mike and beverlh werent all that close so it would be sort of awkward.
Once beverly dropped by to richies, she seen bill. She bit her lip and ignored that bill was there and sat next to richie.

"Hey." She smiled.
Richie smiled.
Bill frowned, looking away.
"Why are you here?" Richie looked at bill, seeing if he was ok then back at bev.
"Cause i need a place to hide from my father for awhile."
"Stay as long as you need." Richie smiled, kissing her cheek but making it look like a friendly gesture so Bill didnt get skeptical. But he did anyways.

"I-i should be go-g-g-going now ruh-ruh-richie... I-im going t-to stu-stu-stans for tye we-weekend." Bill gave a small weak faded smile, richie started to notice bill had bags under his eyes and looked ill. Looked like bill hadnt slept in days.
"Please get some rest bill, you took horrible." Beverly caressed bills cheek.
"Do-dont.." Bill softly removed her hand and got up. Beverly frowned, Bill looked at richie, then left.

Once he left beverly kissed richies lips, richie couldnt resist pulling her into his lap and kissing her back. God, fucking animals.

"I missed you. I wish you were still there when i woke up." Beverly buried her face in the crook of richies neck and richie shivered at her heavy warm breathing on his neck.
"It pained me to leave.. literally i got beat up and felt so guilty for making love to you when you and bill just broke up... Bill is going to hate me and i know it!" Richie sighed and stressed.
"You'll be ok richie baby. Bill is an understanding guy." Richie shivered at his little pet name, they werent dating but god she sure made it seem like they were married.
Something richie... wouldnt mind. If they were older of course.

"Why is bill going to stans all night?" Beverly tilted her head
"Who knows." Richie shrugged as he pulled out some cigerattes and started lighting one up for him, then one for bev.

"Bill?-" stan was cut off by bill hugging stanley tight.
"I cant do it, i dont like feeling so lost and lonely stanley please help me."
He didnt stutter once...
"Bill calm down... Come in." Bill wouldnt move from his tight embrace around stan so stan picked him up and shut the door behind him.
"I forgot how much being sin-single suh-suh-sucked." Bill sniffled as stanley let go of bill, and bill sat at the edge of stans bed. Stan sat next go him.

"Stan...?" Bill looked at stan for a second then looked at the ground.
"H-how... How do you kn-know if your.. You kn-know.. Gu-gu-....gay" bill choked a little at saying gay.
"If you take no interest in having a relationship with any females, and you only are attracted ti men."
"Is eddie gay?"
Stanley laughed, then bill started laughing too.
"Yes bill eddie is 100% gay theres no way eddie would ever date a girl. But i cant say much myself." Stan laughed, but more nervous now.
"Y-your.... Gay?" Bills eyes widened, bills stare burned right through stan and stan felt like crying... But he didnt. He trusted bill. Thats why he told him.
"Yes. Since day one." Stanley gave a small smile. Bill smiled too.
"Ca-...can... I... U-uh..."
"Kiss me?" Stan finished his sentence, bill turned red.
"Ye-yeah. Im No-not ga-gay! Bu-...but i wa-want to-.." Stan cut him off by connecting their lips. Bill was hesitate and nervous but kissed back. It wasnt long until they got out of hand and stanley had bill pinned to the bed, as the kiss got deeper and more heated. Bill didnt know how to feel, but he loved it. It took his mind off beverly. Was he gay? He didnt know. But kissing stan felt right. Bill felt less tense and alone.

"F-fuh-fuck stan" bill panted. As they both noticed their growing er-
"SUPPER" stanleys mother called out.
"Fuck..." Stanley groaned

"They're probably fucking all week or something" richie laughed as he kissed beverly letting the smoke glide inbetween their lips.
"My parents wont be home til 7. You hungry?"
"No. But i am tired." Beverly have a tired weak smile.
Richie turned on some soft music, and they laid down on the couch together cuddling up close to each other. Beverly felt safe and warm.
Richie felt more feelings than ever.
"Imagine if one day you became Beverly Tozier" richie muttered
"Dont get too ahead of yourself richie.." Beverly sighed and kissed his cheek and fell asleep

"What did she mean by that? Did she not want a future with me one day. Is she playing with my heart? Oh my god please dont."

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 02, 2018 ⏰

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