Dating Yoo Kihyun

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I - Friends

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I'm currently slurping these instant noodles when my phone rang, showing the caller's name. Bitxh.

"What's up?"

I looked up and I saw a white ceiling with a light bulb helping us to make things brighter in this place.

"Ceiling," I answered.

Few seconds past and he didn't answer nor even gave me a disappointing reaction, I turned off the call and began eating again.

Three seconds and my phone rang again. I answered it, rolling my eyes, "What?!"

"Chill! I'm just gonna ask how are you doing?"

"Well... guess, where am I at this hour?"

"You're at the convenience store again, of course."

I smiled at the thought that he knows where I am right now.

"And you're smiling at the moment." That made me drop the noodles in my mouth. Gross.

"Ew, you're gross." He said. I looked around, thinking that he can see me.. and there he is, sitting outside, wearing my favorite old jacket with a black cap. Facing the glass door, looking at me... and looking so good.

"The fuck?"

"Language. You're eating," still looking at each other while talking. Uhh, is this a live video chat?

"I think I lost my appetite." I put my phone down to open the bottled water. He stood up and went into the store. Shit, is he even allowed to go out right now? It's nearly midnight.

"Why? Just because of my face? Am I that handsome to you?" He asked while he sat beside me. 

I acted like I was choking out because of what he said. This guy is so full of himself sometimes, am I right? Or is he always like this right now since he became an idol?

"Hyungwon, can't you be humble just for once."

He said nothing and just shrugged his shoulders. He sipped at his iced coffee and handed it to me. I just nodded to his offer.

He may be a good-fucking-looking idol but he's still a human being with disgusting saliva. 

All of us are. Idols aren't an exception.

Fuck, I'm such a hypocrite. Of course, I am not a picky type of person.

"You're eating ramyeon again." He looked at me while I slurp the soup in the cup noodles. Dang, I love ramyeon so much!

"You always state facts." I grabbed my tissue in my bag and wiped off my mouth.

"You should learn how to cook. I can teach you some recipes."

"You can't even go to our dates when we were together. Now you're saying, you're teaching me?"

He smiled and gave me a.. handsome look. Handsome look, what the heck? I don't know, I can't describe it. It's just, it's handsome. Damn, Hyungwon.

And yes, we were once in a relationship. Happily and luckily, we are still friends.

He was mine about 3 years ago. We were heartily living a good life until he became an idol. A good-looking model, an idol who dances and sings. In short, a busy guy.

Of course, what do you expect from a girl who expects a full-time love and affection from his "love of his life"?

Bullshit, immaturity. That sucks.

It's okay though; it's for the good. It hurt, yes, but acceptance is one of the keys for a more livable life. As one of the actors said, Suffering is an option. Happiness is a choice.

After a talk where we catch things up, that took like an hour and a half? I decided to go home. I'm kinda sleepy and it's getting pretty late. It's already 2:30 for Pete's sake. Luckily, we were the only remaining customers here. Also, it's not good for him to be right here especially that it's his day off. He should just sleep in their dorm. He loves sleeping but what is he doing right now?

"Let me take you home after this," I said to him.

He looked at me, confused. Don't get me wrong here. I'm just a worried citizen, hello. I was once his girl, I am still his friend.

"Bitch, do you want people to see you and then ask for selfies and for your autograph, then a bunch of people will follow, then you can't go home anymore?" I asked, raising my left brow.

It looked like he just got my message to him, afterward, he smiled, wiggling his eyebrows, "I think you're just jealous."

I rolled my eyes for the nth time and sighed. The fuck I'm just a concerned friend here okay?!

"Besides it's too late for people, it's nearly three."

He's right... "You know what, whatever. I take back what I said." I stood up and showed him a finger.

I heard him chuckled and his footsteps following me.

"Heeyoung-ah!"

No, bitch, don't look back. Let him follow you. I smirk at my thoughts.

"Ya!"

Ishh. I hate him.

I know for sure that he'll catch me and that's expected. But what's unexpected was when he placed his long arms through my back and whispered at my right ear giving me shivers, "I'm the one who will take you home."