In the age of 29 I can proudly say that I did a great job in building up my career. I am the general manager of "Shingshoo corporation''. Having a great power comes with a great responsibility , yeah its true. Dedication and perseverance are my secret on how I reach this place. Face what to face, carry what to carry and I have nothing to regret. I have invested enough and this is what I've gain. And now, I already have things I want. I can buy goods I need and I can buy any product I wish to have. I can travel anywhere I want to. Money is not a problem to me at all. Well, yeah, I have save enough for my future. I have my own house and a car. Nothing to wish for more. I love being alone. Travel alone, eat alone and do things alone.
Lonely? Hmm not at all. Sure thing I have friends. But more than that, I don't think I can bare a life to be with someone but somehow I thought it wrong. Ironically just like in the song "dear no one".
I like being independent
Not so much of an investment
No one to tell me what to do
I like being by myself
Don't gotta entertain anybody else
No one to answer to.
But sometimes I just want somebody to hold
Someone to give me their jacket when it's cold
Got that young love even when we're old
Yeah, sometimes I want someone to grab my hand
Pick me up, pull me close, be my man
I will love you 'til the end.................
In short I hate commitment. I hate responsibility. BUT,,,, Yeah a big ''But" exist. I want to be with someone. To hold, kiss and love . I believe this thing is the ultimate goal of an individual, am I right? right?. Well, what can I do. Maybe this thing is not really for me.,, they said ''one should wait for ''him". "the mr. Right". Funny, for 29 years of waiting his still not here. Tsk, anyways not that I really wish one to come by. I just wonder.
I am Hope Pilaez, and this is my story. tsk. Just a story to tell, not a "love story". I am not bitter though and why would I? I am happy and contented and opps! before you think it first. I. am. Not. Being. Deffensive. Got it? You're laughing are? well, laugh all you want. "wala namang forever eh" do you also believe it are you?
In my journey of being bitter, oh defensive pala. I wish you'll be with me, readers! Let us test if forever do exist.. but no I doubt that.
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Dear no one!!
RomanceHating commitment results desperation when time comes that you being left behind. Hope, focus her life in her career. To be on top. To lead people. She now have it. Everything she dream of. She cant wish for anything else. But no man is an island...
