Im scared - nickey mcdonald fanfic

Chapter 5

Megan's POV

After we finished playing truth or dare. I went back to mine and the girls room. Our window opened out and there was a small flat roof part so I decided to sit there and watch the stars.

Suddenly I felt someone move beside me but I just ignored it and just kept on thinking of the kiss ma and Nicky shared before.

I quickly felt a pair of lips on mine but I couldn't see who it was because of the darkness so I quickly pulled away and saw Harry looking at me.

"I love you Meg and I know you love me too."

I had no idea what to say  " Harry I love you...." I heard someone make a noise like they were crying and then the doors closed. I just ignored it and continued talking."Harry I love you but like a brother and I'm sure Niall would hate us for this. So please don't be mad"

He just got up and walked away. The kiss with Harry didn't feel special like it did with Nicky. It just felt wrong. I couldn't help but wonder who was the person who walked in but that was the last thing on my mind after the kiss with Harry I knew who I loved.

I decided to go on Skype and saw that someone called SwagMaster was online. I have chatted with him alot after my audition to xfactor and we got really close but we still haven't spoken throught the camera. Which I enjoyed because I really didn't like the way I look.

me- m

SwagMaster-s

m- hai why does life hate me???

s- whats wrong??

m-My brothers friend just told me he likes me and kissed me!!!!!!!! : /

s- Wel did you feel anything??

m- And thats the problem no but before that I got dared to kiss one of my friends and I felt something then but I guess he doesn't like me.

s- heyy ur kind and really funny don't worry he is propably just shy. I gotta go now bye ;-)

m- bye

I felt better speaking to him. Even thought we never really met he always knew how to cheer me up but I really wanted to see who he was he always knew how to cheer me up and understood the way felt.

Nicky's POV

I really enjoyed the kiss with Megan, I just felt like thousands of fireworks were set off in my stomach and I loved every second of the kiss for the rest of the game I was smiling and I felt like I was high. I knew right then that I loved Megan and I had to tell her that before it was too late even if tht Harry Styles was her boyfriend. I needed her to know how i felt. 

I went into her room to see her sitting on the rooftop with Harry i could hardly hear what they were saying and i know i shouldn't be listening to their convertation but i had to. I loved Megan, there i said it i love her with my whole heart and i will never stop.

Then i heard 4 words that broke my heart Megan told Harry that she loved him. I couldn't help myself but cry i quickly tried to get out of the room but i think she heard me I couldn't listen to this anymore. I know she kissed me bacause of the dare but i thought it ment something to her just like it did to me. I was heartbroken the first girl that i truly loved broke my heart before she even found out that i loved her. I decided to go on my laptop to try and relax but it didn't really work. After a couple of minutes i fell started to fall asleep. I know i shoudn't but i kept on thinking of ways to get her to stop liking Harry and to start liking me.

Eventually Niall came into my room. I couldn't help but wonder what he wanted his sister just broke my heart and know he propably wanted to tell me to keep away from her so before he could even say anything i just spoke " Shouldn't you be with your sister and Harry" 

"No i'm just here to make sure you don't break my sisters heart, Now i know that that kiss propably didn't mean anything to you but it did to her so please be nice to her she has been trought alot."

"What do you mean she's with Harry now, i just heard her tell him that she loved him" i whispered back hoping he wouldn't hear me.

"Okey believe what you want but she would never date Harry, and plus i would never let her. Harry is my friend but i know what he's like he leads girls on and then breaks their heart when he gets what he wants. And i know that both of us don't want that. I have been in love before and i know what its like and you can tell yourself that you don't love her but its completely obviouse to everyone around. So if you need any help with getting some time alone or finding out what Meg likes just tell me" he quicky went out of mine and the boys room and i knew what i had to do from know on.

Wooo cliffhanger