My World Your World Our World

Ch. 5

We finally caught up with the boys and decided to look for a place to sleep. We were walking for about an hour and we came up on this tiny shack.

"What is that?" Alex asked in disgust.

"That, is our home for tonight." I replied.

"Alex, it won't be bad. You and Brendon can sleep in one bed, and..." His voice trailed off.

"...And Justin and I will sleep in the other." I said looking at him. I didn't mind. I just really hope that I don't roll onto his shoulder again like last time. It was fine though.

"Are you sure? It looks like lil Justin is scared." Brendon said laughing.

I looked at him, he looked at me, and at the same time... we both told Brendon...

To shut up. 

I am fine with it, I don't care to sleep in the same bed as him. We have to depend and trust each other, and feeling weird sleeping in the same bed, isn't trust. 

                                                                              Justin's POV!!

Oh my God, i'm freaking out. I have to sleep with Rebel! 

What if I get too close?

What if i snore?

What if she falls off the bed?

What if I fall off the bed?

Okay, okay. Calm down.. It's fine. It's fine, I'm fine. 

NO IM NOT IM FREAKING OUT!!!

                                                                    Rebel's POV!!

"Okay, who's going in first?" Brendon asked.

"I will." I said. I pulled out my hunting knife, and opened the door. It was okay. The floors were dirty, but the beds were clean for the most part. There was no kitchen, but there was a small shelf with cans of food. There were two cases of water, and gas masks. It seemed as though a small family lived here over the toxic part of the war. 

"Are you good?" I asked Justin.

"Yeah. Just never slept with someone other than my brother before." He said.

"Well... Grow up buddy. It's time to BE A MAN!!" Brendon said. 

"If you aren't comfortable with it, I can sleep on the floor."  I said to Justin.

"NO. YOU ARE SLEEPING TOGETHER WEIRDOS!!!" Alex screamed. 

Justin and I looked at each other.

"I'm fine with it." Justin said.

We took turns going inside to get changed for bed, then all went in to sleep. 

Brendon and Alex took the bed by the wall, and Justin and I took the bed by the door. 

  

It's been almost 3 hours. Everyone is asleep, except for me. 

I turned over to Justin to see if he was awake.

Apparently we had the same idea, and turned over at the same time to find each others lips. 

I had never had my first kiss, but I knew I wasn't just going to back away.

For some reason, he didn't back away either. He placed his arm around my waist and pulled me closer. After a while, I opened my eyes, and we pulled away from the kiss. 

"I am so sorry." He whispered. 

"Don't be." I told him blushing.

"You wanna go outside?" He asked me.

"Of course." I replied.

We went outside. I don't think either of us realized that we only took one blanket. 

We sat close together, and I intentionally layed my head on his shoulder this time. 

I was scared out of my mind. Was this just a normal for him? Was he planning on playing me? 

"Are you being real about this?" I asked him.

He choked and Stuttered, the regained his breath and replied.

"Rebel Conscious, I have never meant anything more. I have never loved anyone before. My mom abandoned me, my dad hates me, I have no siblings or friends. I have never felt anyone hug me, or kiss me. I want you to be my first everything. Rebel, I want you to learn to love- love me. I want you. I need you. I want you and I to grow old together."

I got butterflies in my stomach.

He reached over to pull my side of the blanket closer to him. I felt like a lil taco.

I kissed him, once more, passionately. 

"I feel the same. everything you feel, I feel Justin. I haven't felt this ever. But I think I love you. I think I want to be with you, forever." 

He smiled and blushed. We both went back inside and back to sleep, only this time he was holding me tightly. His arm was around me, and I was holding his hand. 

This was my destiny. He is the one. I found him. He's mine.

                                                                                  JUSTINS POV!!

This was my destiny. She is the one. I found her. She's mine.