Let Me Close To Your Heart

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Title inspired by One Last Time by H.I.M

Alice's p.o.v

We were all back stages watching the guys making sure that their instruments were good to go. We just got here about a minute ago since Elli wanted to stop back to get a water bottle. Elli is just special.

Ryan noticed that we got here but since he was still changing his guitar, he was still over there. I could tell that something was up with him when he finally did come over to kiss me.

He was stuttering, he was all fidgety and shit. I asked him what was wrong but he did nothing but smile and said that everything was going to be alright.

“How did you like the shirt?” he asked, changing the subject.

“I love it,” I stated.

“And I love you,” he said, giving me a kiss on the cheek.

“Motionless will be on in five!” we all heard Josh scream.

Ryan gave me one last kiss before we went over to Ricky and started whispering something to him and to Chris. Balz and Ghost then joined the whispering festival. I simply thought it was nothing. Kylie, Jessica, Ryan came over to where I was standing with Trace, Mas, Elli and Vin.

“I’m so excited,” Kylie said, Jessica agreed with her.

We were talking about how awesome Motionless is when I noticed someone coming over to us.  A very familiar face came to join us; I didn’t think he was coming.

“Angelo?! What are you doing here?” I asked while I was hugging him.

“I wanted to come so I took a day off from the shop to come here,” he answered.

“Oh is Kelly here?” Jessica asked.

“No, she couldn’t make it but I will be recording it for her.”

“Oh okay.”

Motionless was about to go on stage so we all went to the side to watch their set. The crowd was going wild, when they began to start chanting ‘Motionless’. I looked over to Ryan who still had that mysterious smirk on his face.

It was about to drive me crazy why he was smiling. I wanted to know why, but I couldn’t ask him right now because he was about to run on stage. But before he did he looked at me, winked and mouthed the word ‘I love you’ which made me blush.

They all started playing Devil’s night the instant they hit the stage. Chris was last to go on and then he started screaming.

“I am an enemy of everything

My life is not for sale

My heart is in this fight forever

What can you take from me?

When there’s not a single fucking day

I haven’t fought to stay alive?

We’re finding hope in the hopeless

I am still their voice that gets stuck in your head

I am me

And I have come to fucking scare you to death

Because that’s what you deserve you disgusting piece of shit

I know the only words that you have for me

Are give up and get out

You'd like to think that we've been beaten

But we're here to stay

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