chapter two

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My dad walks in shortly after me and the nurses brief conversation. He follows the nurse into the back room where I can hear muffled chatting. All I get to do is sit hear and let my mind wander and think about how terrible my new school will probably be. I won't make any friends, I'll be joked, this time the teachers probably won't care. This will be just great not. They finally walk out and my dad gestures me to get up and walk with him. He turns smiles and waves good bye at the nurses and front desk ladies. Then as we leave the building he turns to me with the most disappointed face and says " why can't you just make friends kid" I always hated him calling me kid even though I'm like 16. I just tell him "it just seems people don't like me" that was always my excuse to people bullying me it always happened and I got lucky if a teacher cared. We get in the car and head home. While in the car he explains what him and the nurses were talking about. "So their isn't any other high schools around so we're going to be moving so when we get home start putting all your stuff in the boxes in the closet. We finally get home and I headed to my room and put my books into a pile, my laundry into a pile, and my razors into my bag with my sketching materials. Then I go into the closet and put everything in it. I go and grab my phone and put the 2 boxes and my backpack in the back of the car. My dad came a little after and told me the truck will be coming in 1 hour so we have to wait. I told him that I'm good with staying in the car and he was like " you sure because you can wait on the couch" I just told him "nah its fine".

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