suicides failure

chapter7

I woke up pretty confused because I felt a hand wrapped around my waist. I was in bed which was a relief because that means I wasn't kidnapped. I make sure to stay calm and go to turn around. I about jump because I find jack sleeping right beside me I blush a tad bit. He opens his eyes and I think he noticed because he chuckled a little and tightened his grip. Then he leaned in a little and I did the same. This happens a few times until he kissed me on the forehead. I whimpered a little and he giggled "what you want me to kiss you" I started blushing and I knew it was bad. He just laughed and shook his head and said "maybe later". I remembered that he had told me somthing strange last night and he told me he would tell me today. I decided I was going to ask now before I forget. I looked him in the eye area on his mask and ask "hey jack what were you going to explain yesterday".He looks down at the floor and says "heh I was hoping you would have forgotten honestly but I'll tell you anyway since I already said I would" he looked up from the floor for a second before putting it back down. He slowly lifted his hands to his face where the lip of the mask was. He slowly lifted his head as if he felt scared and nervous. I wouldn't blame him though I would be to.I sat there for a few seconds looking at his face. I started to blush because how nice he looked. His skin color had a gray tinge, his lips were pink and also had the gray tinge, and his eyes wait his eyes were gone. I looked down at the floor for being so stupid and selfish. I started to cry because I felt so bad. He saw this and leaned in to hug me and said in a soft and gentle voice almost like a mother calming her child down " sue did I do somthing wrong? A-are you scared of me". After he said that he was about to walk off from what sounded to be him on the verge of tears. Thankfully when he went to leave I grabbed and lightly tugged his sleeve. He looked down at me and I tugged again meaning I wanted him to stay. He quietly sat down and I told him "I'm not scared jack I just feel bad for what I had said yesterday". He tilted his head like he was confused on why. I sighed and took off my mask to show my pale skin and eyeless eye sockets. He stared at me for a second and then hugged me. He leaned over to me and whispered "what happened " I told him about how it happens and he just nodded. We then kept chatting a little till it was time for breakfast.