Dans POV:
It was a dreary cold day, and the weather seemed to resemble my mood. Depressed. I've been on antidepressants for months now, and only because my brother forced me to go to a doctor. My parents don't care. All they want is a permanent punching bag.
"DAN!" Is the first thing I heard as I left my dark bedroom.
"Yes Dad?" I mumbled, wondering what I had done now.
"YOU DRANK THE LAST OF MY SMIRNOFF!" He yelled. No matter what I were to say, he would ignore me. I decided to not respond. Either way, I'd still get hurt. He always hurt me. Today was no different. I felt his fist connect with my jaw, and I could already feel the red, metallic liquid fill my mouth. A foot swung into my hip, knocking me down to the kitchen floor. His foot continued pounding on my side, almost definitely leaving a nasty bruise. Suddenly he swung me up and slammed me against the wall. Vigorously punching my stomach, he growled into my ear "Never. Steal. From. Me. Again. You got that, boy?"
"Y-Yes Dad."
He released me, then stormed into the lounge, but not before grabbing another beer from the fridge.
I ran upstairs to grab my bag but was distracted by a silver glint on my desk. One of my razor blades. One wouldn't hurt before school, would it? Sliding the sharp object down my arm, I smiled as the blood dripped to the floor. One turned to two, and two turned to four. Realising the time, I slung my bag over my shoulder and walked to school. I try to leave so I get to school just as the bell goes, so I can avoid Toby and Corey. Unfortunately, I was out of luck. As I approached the gate, they walked up to me.
"Oi, homo-Howell!" Yelled the assholes. I ignored them.
"Don't ignore us, asshole." I continued walking.
A leg was stuck out in front of me, sending me face first onto the ground.
"Maybe after this you'll learn to stop ignoring us, Gaylord." They proceeded to punch, kick me and hit me. For the second time in three hours, I wanted to die rather than endure this pain, mentally and physically.
-Authors Note-
Hey guys, if there is any of you. Thanks for reading this first chapter, and I hope you enjoyed it. I'll try update soon, thanks again. Bye <3 🌚
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Alone //Phan//
General FictionMay be triggering. Has mentions of suicide, self-harm and abuse. Sorry if this is rubbish, it's my first fic. -Éowyn
