At that place {jjk x pjm} 《COMPLETED》

tweeëndertig

Why is it that the happiest of moments usher in sudden fear
Looking back, I had known all along
That underneath the glittering world  before my eyes, lay my deception
  everything was to collapse with a breath of wind
I turned away, sidestepped, simply closed my eyes
I was afraid, afraid to be loved for who I really am

Jimin's eyes opened slightly. He felt pain all over his body. He looked around and saw that he was in a room. There was a window next to him with view on a black sky with bright white spots. It was night. The boy managed to slowly sit up while more than five tubes and needles were attached to his body. He felt a weight on his leg so he looked down and saw Jungkook sleeping on his lap. He was surprised but slowly stroked his face with his fingers. His skin was a bit rough and he had bags under his eyes. He could feel the path of the dry tears on his cheek.

The boy slowly opened his eyes. "Jimin...?!! OH GOD YOU'RE AWAKE!" He hugged Jimin tightly and started to cry. "I-am so so sorry... I thought... I lost...you... sorry...sorry" he said sobbing between every word. The blond boy didn't say anything and just stroked Jungkook's head.

The younger took hold of Jimin's chin with two fingers and leaned in for a kiss. The older slightly turned his head refusing the kiss. Jungkook was confused. He looked at the older with desperate eyes but Jimin refused to make eye contact with the younger. The boy didn't know what to do "I'm sorry..." Jungkook said as he stood up and slowly walked out of the door. After he confirmed the younger walking out of the room, Jimin curled up into a ball and started to cry.

Jimin's POV

A few weeks had passed and I was finally able to leave the hospital. Jungkook never bothered to visit. Although he did send me cards every day asking how I was and that he was sorry.

I don't want his pity
I just want him to suffer the same pain I had

I sighed. A part of me regretted that I didn't tell him I was leaving the hospital. As I packed my things, my mother came in with a gentle smile. "Are you okay dear? I can take it" I smiled "I'm fine eomma don't worry" she sighed. "You're too stubborn, let me do it. You're still weak!" She said as she tucked my suitcase out of my hands. I laughed "okay okay". We slowly walked towards the parking place and stepped into her car. As we road out of the parking I saw the same vehicle as Jungkook riding into the parking lot.

Jungkook's POV

It has been more than two weeks now since that happened. I cried myself to sleep every night and I didn't show up at work since. I wrote cards every day just in the hope that he would forgive since he doesn't want to see my face. But today I grabbed all my courage together and decided to visit him. I bought some little flowers at a local flower shop and stepped into my car. As I road into the parking lot I crossed a car. I felt something weird, didn't know what though. I stepped out of the car and ran into the hospital. I didn't bother to ask the woman behind the counter, I knew where his room was. I ran up the stairs straight towards his room. Once in front of his door I stopped. Suddenly I came to the realization that I hadn't figured out what to tell him after not visiting him the past weeks. I took a big breath and slowly opened the door.

Nothing

The bed was empty as well was the room. The blanket on the bed was folded nicely and on the little bedside table there was a vase with some flowers. Not a small trace of Jimin.

He didn't even bother to tell me

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This chapter is fucking short and I don't fucking know where I'm going with this story. I don't even know where I'm going with this chapter. I gave up so yea that's the reason is short. I'm sorry it's crappy...