My Selfish Greed

My selfish greed is plain and sample

Pure and absolutely statistic

Loving each and every moment

Wanting but never giving

Attractions that never fail to last

Lust with nothing to compare

Some kind of passion  in disguise in an August Summer Bay

The skin which I have not shed

My selfish greed is just for him

Although he isn't the one

The pleasure of each thrust

Hands tighten, I'm holding on to dear life 

Colors enclouded my eyesight

In which a part of him wash away the night

Although he'll never be the one, pieces of us got captured by the night

Afraid of losing oneself

A battle that is already fought

An adventure to conquer

A heart that is too broken to repair

Causing misfortune wherever it goes

Taking many as its victim

My selfish greed is uncontrollable

Although I must say it's quite arousing

His tongue taking control

As later I would return the favor with my mouth

Like the beast inside of us, our demon lash out

The one that took control as we devour each other

I'll be gone by dawn as his heart will cease to shatter

After another, I'll be going. In his bed, I'll make my home

Letting him see through me, rather than the girl that I Am

 Where just one touch of love, affection, will set me ablaze

Wanting love but not giving it back

A pleasure that is incredibly addictive

A fear of loving, then get drunk, and then some more

A desire to feel free knowing what lies  in-between the sheets

Knowing feeling changes and the love he has for you won't always bloom as before

Scare that his desire would soon lead to another

That faithful love that he once swore of will soon be forgotten

Scary but real

Wanting but never giving

A loneliness that never takes place

Attractions that never fail to last

Leaving them breathless in the morning

Chances and choices are the ultimate options

But my selfish greed is just that plain and simple

A reaction based on attraction  

Acting on my own impulse

Leaving then breathless every time