Spending my last days with you

Chapter 10

Last night Hayes pushed me home again. He also told me he loves me , he told me I was the one before he walked out of my room when he pushed me home , and guess what! mom got me one of those things on the stairs you press a button and it takes you up and down, I was on it for a hour

We had some pretty good laughs today at the hospital and the mall

I can't believe he told me he loves me and always did since we met

I told him how I felt about him , I told him things I always wanted to tell him

But now that it's midnight and I only have 3 weeks and 5 days to live , I really want to go to the movies

I want to go watch the fault in our stars

It's like Hayes and I , I have cancer In my lungs and he's the hot guy who falls in love with me and I fall in love with him

Hayes is my first love , he always will be.

This chair thingy is starting to get boring , so I start checking twitter

Get well soon

I love you bæ it was From Hayes

God Bless you Evelyn

I smiled at every one I read

Until I saw one that said you deserve to die , nobody likes you. Hayes is lying to you , ugly horse

Why do they do this to people, I'm dying slowly and all they're saying is I deserve to die

I came across another one

Only ugly bitches get cancer , that's exactly what you are , Hayes is my bae

That hurt me the most because I'm pale , my hair is falling out and I have tubes in my nose

I hate being like this, why can't I just die already.

I start going through them again and I found another one

Like seriously bitch , why won't you back off of Hayes , he's mine! no bald bitch is gonna take him

I throw my phone to the floor and go back up the stairs, I crawl into my bed and start baling my eyes out

My sister walks in

"Evelyn, I saw those tweets, baby girl don't listen to them. they don't know what they're talking about "she says wiping my tears

' But Emily I'm dying, I'm scared , why does this have to happen to me? i wish I died already so I don't have to go through this ' I say crying

" Don't say that Evelyn, doctors are doing everything they can to save you , but most importantly we have time to save you , not just you , everyone , me , mom , Hayes , Roselynn and all our family '

I nod and give her a hug , she never talked like this to me , she Hates me

She always would abused me , we'll not abuse me but she hit me a lot , Because I was a lil shit

She layed me down and walked out after closing the lights and the door

I fell asleep almost right away but my Neice ran inside my room , I gave her a long hug and a small kiss the asked her

' Rosie do you want to sleep here tonight?'

She lit up and started talking babyish

She's only 10 months

She climbed into my bed and fell asleep next to me

I cuddled her while holding her little hand and fell asleep.