Kylux Smuts and Oneshots (On Pause)

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"You are pathetic," Hux mumbled as Ren sets on the floor next to Hux's desk in his flat.

"Yeah..." His voice was weak from tears, taking off his mask and setting it down next to him. "I know"

"All you do is disobey me, do you want to be treated like a dog Ren?" Hux asked, momentarily looking away from his datapad to glance a Ren before returning to his work.

"No sir," he mumbled. "I'm sorry si," He added.

"Well, that's not going to cut it, Ren, you're going to have to a lot more than that when you interrupt my work for your emotional problems," The ginger sighed as he finishes up his thing, finally completing his work for the day.

He stood up and reached down, making Kylo wince, folding his arms in front of his face so that Hux could hit him as hard as Ren knew he wanted to. Strangely, a hit never came, causing the ebony-haired hot head to lower his arms slowly.

"Do you want to talk about it or not?" Hux looked down emotionless, holding his arm down to help Ren up. Kylo took the hand hesitantly, sighing in relief as Hux pulled him to his feet.

Hux looked up at Ren with a monotone look on his face. Almost feeling sad out how upset his lover seemed. Ren was looking down, not wanting to face Hux. He didn't want Hxu to know he was a brat. He didn't want Hux to think he was worthless. He wanted Hux to see him as strong, emotionally and physically.

"Ren, look at me," Hux voice was timid as his blue-green eyes panned between different points of ren's face as the silt lord looked up, tears staining his cheeks. "What upsets you?" He asked, but Ren just shook his head walking past his lover, to the bed they shared and fell onto it stopping a sob from escaping him.

"Everything," He grounded through sheets.

Hux rolled his eyes before grumbling. He carefully took off his overcoat and his tunic, then his pants, leaving him in his white tank-top and legging-like pants. He Ren his finger through his perfect hair before crawling in bed next to the big meat-loaf laying in the middle of his bed.

"I'm sorry you had a bad day," Hux comforted, rubbing his hands through the dark hair, pulling it behind the Lord's dumbo ears. "Is there anything I can do to fix that?" he asked.

As much as Hux was an/or acted annoyed at Ren, he really did care about him. He wanted Kylo to be a good ruler and was proud of what he had done so far.

"Hold me," Kylo mumbled into the mattress.

Hux went to argue, but Ren seemed to be absolutely broken at the moment, so he just sighed and complied. He wrapped his arm around Ren's body, wrapping his arm around the taller's body and flipped him on his back, pulling him closer and cuddling him. Ren sighed shakily, trying his best not to sob in front of Hux so he wouldn't look pathetic.

"I know you're holding back, it's okay love, you can cry," Hus assured as he ran his light hands through Ren's soft hair, curling it around his fingers as he ran his hand of Ren's stomach.

"I just don't want to seem like a brat..." Ren whimpered as he covered his eyes.

"I bet it's not even that big of a deal if you tell me maybe I can fix it," Hux assured as he placed his soft lips against the pale neck of the man-child next to him.

"It's... just I don't-..." Ren stopped himself, trying to control his breathing, trying to keep himself from a panic attack. "I feel so... alone, and I'm sorry because you're such a good boyfriend, I'm just pitiful and worthless and I'm sorry. I know you just keep this up so I tear shit apart on your ship and-"

"ren, quite. You do this all the time. I love you, so much, why do you feel so alone, why do you think I hate you, why do you-"

"Pitiful, I'm a worthless dog. You said it yourself, say I waste your time. And that really hurts, because I know its true," He explained as more tears streamed down his face, making his face itchy and stingy from the tears.

Hux was silent, realizing what he had done. He only called Ren these things because he liked to assert dominance. It was a turn on to degrade Ren, and usually, Kylo loved it.The fact that Hux could control the leader of the dark-side felt amazing, and the way Kylo was controlled was something Ren needed to survive, but maybe things got out of hand.

It goes to a point where Ren dwelled on it. He couldn't focus during any time of day. He couldn't focus on himself; skipping meals, not sleeping, overworking himself to distract from the pain. Everything about what Hux said hurt no matter what the context was. He didn't even know why he was suddenly so sensitive, but he was. During sex, when they were talking, when Hux was being flirty, it was too much. But he didn't bring it up because he thought it would just make him look even weaker. Making him look unfit to rule the first order.

hux had an idea, something he never thought of before. Praising Ren. As stupid as it sounded, Hux knew it would cheer the doe-eyes ruler up.

"Ren," Hux's voice broke the silence, making Kylo flinch a bit. "Look at me love, look at my face," He ordered.

Kylo quickly did so, his face red and a bit swollen from crying so hard.

"You know how beautiful you look?" he questioned, moving his hand to caress the older's jaw. "I love your gorgeous body, how tall and handsome you are. How strong your dark hair and strong jaw makes you look. All your cute freckles that cover your nice, pale body. How you beg like a good boy and how you do what you're told," He praised, placing his hair behind Ren's ears.

A ghost of a smile appeared on the sith lord face as he sniffled, wiping his eyes and looking at his boyfriend with bright eyes.

"I love you Ren, everything about you, I promise," Hux assured with a smile, making Ren show his teeth and chuckle a bit.

"I love you too," he mumbled back, looking down quickly before making eye contact again. "I promise..."