Pens And Pencils

I've...

This might ruin everything but I just thought you should know...

I've wasted too many thoughts on you
I've wasted too many tears on you
I've looked at you for no reason
I've known you are a flirt.
I've noticed how you've pushed me out of my comfort zone
I've noticed how you keep walking
I've noticed that you don't pay attention to what's right in front of you
I've seen how you notice the little things
I've noticed how you make every girl fall for you
I've seen you make weird faces
I've noticed you trying to impress
I've noticed when you get upset and irritated
I've seen you take time out of your day to be with me
I've noticed how I started to trust you
I've noticed how you'll let me boss you around
I've let you mess with me because I'm scared you'll leave
I've always beaten you at cards even when I don't know the game
I've noticed how you never stay mad at me
I've always pushed back against you
I've noticed every new girl find their way to you
I've noticed every new shoelace and wristband
I've noticed the conversations have stopped
I've noticed how you stop noticing me That way
I've noticed you drift away.
I've known You for a while now and I've never said a word about this...

I liked you.

But I now see you as my best friend and...
You don't even know about these secrets.

I'll miss everything we did together. I'll even miss your stupid jokes