My First Love

My First Day

I lay ed there just staring at my ceiling waiting for my alarm to go off because I wanted to hear the music.

"Oh no did I get to close"

There it is.

"Oh did I almost see whats really on the inside.

All your insecurities all the dirty Landry

never made me blink one time.

Unconditional!!! Unconditionally!!! I will love you unconditionally!!!"

I pressed dismiss on my iPhone and I looked at the time. It was 6 in the morning and I have to be at school by 9:10. I know what you are thinking school starts in three hours why wake up so early?

It takes me about 45 min. to get ready and I hate being in this stupid death hole of a house so the time that I can get out I will get out.

I also take my time getting to school. Whats the point in rushing?

I grabbed a towel and put it on the bathroom on the counter stripped off my clothes and took a quick shower.

I didn't bother blow-drying my hair because it naturally makes perfect waves.

I put on a black oversized long sleeved shirt with the neckline cut so the shirt would hang off my  shoulder. I slipped into a pair of gray skinny jeans and but a white beanie on. After that I got my all black converse and slipped them on my feet. I put on light black eyeliner and chap-stick.

I grabbed my backpack and left.

Walking to school I saw couples holding hands and laughing. It sickens me to see other people happy. Well at least they have a reason.

When I got to school everything was nothing like middle school.

The bell rang and i went to my first hour. History with Mr. Daniel ugh I hate history.

*15 min later*

Okay so I am in history right now and all I have been doing is playing floppy bird on my phone. This class is so boring.

Mr. Daniel is making us right down notes but he is trip-pin if he thinks I am going to use my hands for anything other than playing games on my phone.

"Jaycee what is the capital of Washington?" The only reason I heard what he said is because Jaycee sits in back of me and he kicked mt chair trying to get me to tell him the answer.

"Uh... no idea" He said shrugging his shoulders.

Typical answer. The end of school won't come fast enough...

*After school*

I don't really feel like walking home I am talking the bus.

These damn people are just so damn annoying. I reached in my pocket to get my ear-buds and put my music on full blast. And put on "My Happy Ending" by the one and only Avril Lavigne.

Lets talk this over it's not like we're dead

Was it something I did was it something you said?

Don't leave me hanging in a city so dead.

Held up so high suck a breakable thread.

You were all the things I thought I knew.

And I thought we could be.

You were everything!!! Everything that I wanted!!!

We were meant to be so-post to be but we lost it!!!

All of the memories so close to me just fade away!!!

All this time you were pretending...

So much for my happy ending.

The bus stopped at my stop, and I got off along with the couple I saw this morning and two other girls.

I don't really wanna go home so I took a seat on a bench.

Shit this is going to be a long year.

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