I Pushed Him And He Pushed Back

Chapter 2 - Chastity Ring

I didn’t sleep that night. Mathias didn’t call or even text, I had called him 11 times and texted him at least 5X as that much. No words could describe how much I wanted to see him.

 

The next day at school I spotted him quickly and ran as fast as I could to him. Just as I got to him I realized he was making out with Belle. Belle was the school whore, she was easy as...I could make a metaphor but I don’t think anything could describe what a fucking slut she is.

 

I felt the razor-sharp pain of my heart shattering into more pieces than Mathias had broke Berwald’s glasses into last week. I’m not exactly sure what came over to me as I grabbed the trampy girl’s short blonde hair, ripping her from Mathias.

 

My glare bored into her green eyes bitterly. “What the hell do you think you’re doing?!” I hissed pushing her down. I ignored as Mathias just smirked watching me.

 

“I’m making out with my boyfriend!” Belle exclaimed in her Belgian accent.

 

“You’re boyfriend?!” I hissed madder than I had ever possibly been throughout my entire life. People formed a circle around as watching with interest to watch her possible die today.

 

“Yes. He’s my boyfriend! Huh Mathy?” Belle purred turning to Mathias. I watched Mathias with a warning glint in my eye.

 

“Nope.” Mathias smirked and turned to me raising a brow as if challenging me to do something about it as Belle ran off crying.

 

“If you really do love me then do something about it..” he whispered into my ear as practically the whole school watched. “You’ve always been so mean to me...I think you should make it up…” He purred looking into my eyes.

 

I tried to ignore the faint powder sugar like blush coating my cheeks as I went over my options. My mind took the matter into it’s own care as I was suddenly kissing Mathias. I wrapped my arms around his neck tightly feeling his arms wrap around my thin frame.

 

We kissed and kissed until everyone left. I wanted to continue but he pushed me away with a look of disgust and faint hatred.

 

He was hesitant as he chose his words carefully, when he thought hard he bit his lip slightly.

 

The hatred never failed to take me by surprise.

 

“If you love me then you should give me something you would only give to someone you love.” Mathias said with an almost sly smile, although the smile itself was filled with pain.

 

“W-What do you suggest..?” I stuttered nervously fearing he meant what I believed me meant.

 

I remember the day clearly when I had told him I was a virgin, it was a joke for a while after he found out during truth or dare. I wanted when I lost it to be special. But if it meant he would forgive me, I would give anything.

 

“I think the little chastity ring around your finger would do.” Mathias purred pulling me close clutching me like a possession. It felt wrong, foreign from MY Mathias. This was a stranger, I was scared.

 

“I-I’ll give it to you...But you have to do one thing..” I said uncertain of my words.

“Yes?” Mathias asked looking into my eyes sensing my fear making the look of hatred and hostility go away to make me comfortable.

 

“Be you..” I said looking into his eyes as we walked out of the school. “You’re scaring me.” He heard my shaky voice say.

 

Mathias suddenly stopped walking and faced me. “Norge.’ He said softly taking both my rather small hands in his looking at me. “I love you. I promise...You’re safe with me..” The dane promised as I nodded feeling better.

 

Next thing I knew we were at my house sitting on my bed laughing as Mathias fumbled with a condom. My parents and brother weren’t to be home for a few days as they went to go see my grandma.

 

I felt much better seeing him be the carefree man I fell in love with. But I knew he couldn’t just pretend that didn’t happen yesterday, I would never forget. I chose not to dwell on that as we took off our clothes.

 

It went from a heated make out to much much more. Once we finished and threw out the condom we laid in my bed, I curled up to his chest smiling as I handed my silver chastity ring over to him.

 

Mathias reached over and set the slim silver ring on top of his phone closing his eyes as he fell into a deep sleep.

I laughed lightly watching Mathias snore in his sleep, but soon fell asleep to the soft rhythm.