I'm just a ordinary girl that tries to let life take its way but life seemed to get in her way. Let me start we it all went wrong...I was only a little girl who didn't know anything at the time,I was only 4 turning 5 in 2002 when my future was changed drastically with no knowledge of it getting better with age. That year the 22 February 2002 my loving mother passed on and was berried on the 1 March 2002.I wasn't allowed at the grave yard because they thought it might traumatize me. Well I was traumatized, I always use to go swimming at my moms house when I was little and the day she went I wanted to go swimming and I couldn't because she wasn't there no more but how did you explain that to an eager 4 year old. Well I was legally adopted by my grandparents afterwards and they basically raised me. Oh and before I forget I have an older brother who is kinda a rebel because most of his life was traumatic for him.
He was 7 when our mother passed so he kind of new her a bit and remembers more ,the last memory and only one i have is when she was sitting on the grass beside my grandma while me and my brother were swimming. I never new her or even got the chance but I guess I will never know the truth, they said she died of an asma attack and the most common story is she overdosed which ment "suicide" . So yet again I don't know the truth at all.
Oooh wait don't stop there it gets better, as I mentioned I was adopted by my grandparents. I forgot my so called father in the picture , yes he wrote me off cause he didn't have the guts to take care of me after my mothers passing.
So from day one i was doomed for the future but that's life right! No wrong its only life if it happens once, but they say twice is the charm ...
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My Then, Here and Now!
Short StoryA diary of a girl who wants to take the world head on but life has hit her and she feels lost in space and time. Her life passes by and she is losing herself.
