So scared of what I see around me
The pain and hurt inside
The way the memories rush right by me
Who can say how ill survive
So scared of ruining everything
Of what will come from me
The terror that I think I make
Will finally kill me
With every cut and every scratch
With every black and blue
How will I know what was in my head
And what was really true?
What can I do to escape the world?
Why does this pain consume me?
Oh please is there anyone there?
Just don't ever leave me...