Hey guys life's been hard lately I live a nonormal life . My parents are divorced but they were also never married either . When I was young like a baby , my dad left my mom . He had told me that she didn't care for me and every time he'd be home from work she wouldn't be taking care of me . Btw he was probably in his 30s and my mom was 18 . So he left her . I'm apparently too young to be told what she did but he acts like the situation is her fault and not his . They met at his baseball game . Everytime a girl would sign up to be one of the players they wouldn't come the next game and my mom was one of those girls I suppose . They liked each other I guess and made me . And also part of this situation is his fault too. He fucked her so she wasn't able to finish school cause she got pregnant . I remember my dad having to hire a babysitter and the babysitter thought I was weird . When I was in school I've always been sad that I never remembered what my mom looked like I could only talk to her through phone . My dad always thought of her as a threat . I thought of her as the best thing in the world.
You wanna know why my favorite number Is 8? Well its because when I turned 8 on my birthday the best thing in life itself happened I met my mom for the first time . At first I didn't know who she was, but after I was Givin hints I knew the answer . My mom . My birth mom . The one who carried me for 9 months , Even tho she was 17-18 years old . She is my life. Nothing has ever made me so happy in the world . Every gift she gives me is my treasure . I keep it to myself and don't let anyone touch it .
During these days I have been told by my mother that I was gonna have a chose to either live with my mom , or my dad . I have chosen . But I'm said about my decision . Everything in my life will be put aside . And now there will be a new chapter filled with happiness and no more days with fights or needing to back talk . I have chosen to live with my mom . I will chose her when I go to court. Even though I will be leaving a lot of memories behind . I love my dad and I'm sure he loves me too . But I'm not leaving him because I don't love him . I'm leaving to give him a new start . Kelly . I don't want Kelly to go through what I went through . I remember sleepless night where I was just crying wish I was normal and I was like other kids and not have to get an award at the school get togethers and have no one there to see me and say good job! or wow! I want Kelly to feel that happiness even though I only got it once or twice . I looking forward to my new future even though the people I loved in the old one might not like the decision I'm making . But it's my decision and no one else's I might be having to end this book thingy when I leave because I don't think my dad will let me keep my phone . Anyway I have pic of me throughout life you don't have to look at them but if you want tho
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