I Need You (Nouis Fanfic)

The Secret

Nialls POV:

You know that feeling when that one person gives you the butterflies just by looking at them, hearing their voice, hearing their name? You would do anything to be with them? Well I have had that feeling and someone for the past few months. He still doesnt know I love him(no one knows)...Yes I said "him"! I love Louis Tomlinson oh and did I meantion we are both in a boy band with 3 other boys (Zayn, Liam and Harry) so that makes it twice as hard to stop my feelings for him....in fact I love more him each day!

"Heyyy Niall" He said smiling his beautiful smile.

"Oh umm hi Louis" I said hoping I wasnt blushing. I noticed none of the other boys where in the room.

"Where are the others Louis?"

"Still asleep" I hated that! It meant I would be stuck with Louis. Alone. Yes I do love it at the same time but I hate it cause it makes me feelings even stronger.

"I'm going to get something to eat, do you want something?" I asked him while I satrted walking into the kitchen

"No its ok...but could I maybe talk to you?" As he said this my heart skipped a beat I dont know why, maybe I thought he was going to say he loved me and wanted to be with me...doubt it though.

"Sure" I said walking back with a packed of crisps

"Thanks. Well have you ever loved someone so much they are almost all you think about?"

"Yes." I replied....Did he even reliese what he was saying? Thats exsactly how I felt about him "Why?"

"Well can you keep a secret?" He said! He DOES love me! Thats what the secret will be! It MUST be!

"Yes" I said smiling a huge smile

"Well you know that girl Eleanor who I see sometimes?" Thats when my heart broke. Why was I so stupid to think he would love me back

"Yeah why?" I said with no emotion in my voice

"Well I was thinking I might ask her out today. What do you think?"

NO DONT ASK HER OUT! ASK ME OUT! TELL ME YOU LOVE ME!

I wanted to say all that so badly but knew I couldn't "Yeah you should go for it" I said and with that stood up and started leaving the room.

"WAIT NIALL!" Louis shouted....not to loudly though not wanting to wake the others up

"What?" I said not turning around so Louis wouldnt see my eyes starting to water

"Where are you going?"

"Back to bed. I'm tired" I lied. I was really heart broken and wanted to be left alone to cry

"Ok but promise me you wont tell any of the boys right?"

"Yes I promise I wont. Now I'm going Louis" and with that I walked out the room to my room. Was I over reacting? What did I expected why would he go out with me? He is a straight as a bloody ruler! Well maybe one of them bendy rulers cause he sure doesnt always act straight sometimes. Maybe he is bi...Maybe Eleanor will say no and then he will reliese he loves me really! Who am a kidding of course she will say yes to him why wouldnt she? All I will ever be to Louis is a friend...maybe a best friend but thats as close as I will ever be to him. While I would VERY happily be his boyfriend....even his husband but that will never happen.

By now I was crying my eyes out.

"I love you Louis. I love you Louis. I love you Louis..." I kept saying to myself.

*A few hourse later*

It was 1 in the afternoon and I hadnt come out my room at all.

I heard a knock on the door.

"What do you want Liam?" I knew it was Liam cause a) I knew what his knock sounded like and b) He was the only who knocked on the door the rest just walked in.

"Me, Harry and Zayn are going out for something to eat! Wanna come with us?"

"What about Louis?"

"He has gone out with Eleanor he says he wants to talk to her about something....we all think he gonna ask her out" When he said that I felt as if someone had pulled out my heart...again.

"No...I'm not hungry" I knew Liam wouldnt fall for that but I knew he would be able to tell I was upset and would leave me alone

"Umm ok...we will be back at 3ish want us to bring anything back incase your hungry later" Liam replied.

"Yeah ok" After a few minutes I heard all the boys leave the house. When I heard them leave I opened my door and walked staright to Louis room. I opened the door and walked straight to the bed and lay there for a while crying. I could smell his beautiful smell so I closed my eyes to make it feel like I was wrapped in his arms. After a while I started feeling tired and slowly started to drift to sleep. I knew I should go to my room cause Louis could come back any second and find me in his bed but I didnt want to. I wanted to stay there. So I did and in the end fell asleep.....which was a big mistake....