The first time I saw you
Your eyes told me stories about stars and a world in which you figured I belonged
I was captured, your voice like water, flowed right through my body
Deep and healing scars - at least this is what I thought
A little too late,
Your lips were caging venom
Poison that dug deeper the wounds and the after effect came to my attention ,
A little too late,
You made me open up like a blush on the first day of spring
I came loose and trusted you enough to let you in,
I let my walls down and my guard laid on the bed of thorns
You spoke black magic in my ears while you penetrated,
Squirting poison in my heart that killed my brain
There, my goddess laid naked
Your eyes lost the galaxy and stars
And I saw ghost smiles sketched on your face
And as much as I knew that you were my first mistake, contemplating suicide was too
predictable for a girl like me
But it did sink deep
It sank so deep like the Titanic with all those dead bodies in the sea
I wasn't special or anything
At least I knew this,
But for you to plant death in my membranes and let me walk on hot coals from the
first day we kissed...
I remember now but everything is so vividly vague and how your love was lucidly fake
and how I still stupidly think,
That its my fault you left me so faded
- The Beginning of my End (storyline)
