Just maybe boyxboy

I'm Chapter 2

Justin McClain

I read the paper over  and over again I showed Mr. Jones and he smiled sadly at me and I just went back to my seat. Shaking my head connor looked at my paper  almost looked scared. I sighed and just put the name on my desk I felt someone staring at me and turned to see Luke, a guy I once hung around, sending me glares. I turned back and opened my mouth but Connor started talking.

  "Look, I forgive you for cheating. I honestly do but I'm over you and I would really appreciate it if you would stop staring at me. Im not trying to be mean but Justin is starting to get mad and I dont want you hurt." I was hurt in all honesty so I said something I regret but it got him hurt to a point where he finally confessed. 

  "You're nothing but a worthless fag and Justin is just using you like I did." Connor froze and I came to realization just how much that hurt him. He got up and walked out Mr. Jones calling after him. I got up but Justin beat me to it. Running out of the room chasing Connor. Luke came up to me and whispered darkly

  "Look at that little fag doesn't want even want you. It'd be much easier if you came back to work for me." I just stood shocked.  "See you in the alley." The bell rang and I ran out of the room and headed to lunch. I saw Connor crying and Justin hugging him. Kyle sat by me and so did Cody. I look up and saw Emma with Dylan I rolled my eyes and Emma walked up to me.

"You are a real dick you know that.  I get you love him and are hurt but dont call him a fag got it?" I starred at her smirking slightly. Time for a change.

"Come on babe dont be like this. Is this because of Dylan? Why when we cam be together again." Yea we were together at one point for three years. I cheated on her with her friend Sara. Shes hated me ever simce.

  "Jake stop." She whispered. She knew what I was doing and I looked behind to see dylan Connor and Justin starring at us. Justin looked pissed but Dylan and Connor looked hurt.  Connor mumbled something and got up walking out of the lunch room. I ran after him without anybody noticing except Emma who thought I was going to the bathroom. I found Connor crying and sat by him.

  "I didnt mean it." Is all I said. I took his hand in mine and he flinched. Nobody not even Justin knew connor like I did. He was my second love and it took me forever to say it. When he cried if you would hold his hand he breaks down.

  "I have three types of cancer all stage 4." I pulled him into my chest and kissed his head. For once he didnt pull away and we just sat there him cuddled into me as I held him in my arms not wanting anything else more. I mumbled I love you and he whispered No you dont, and you never did.  Thats when it hit me. I NEED him back.