Just maybe boyxboy

Chapter 5

Jake's P.O.V

"Your nothing but a worthless fag nobody will ever love you. Your a disgrace to this family." My mom yelled at me as she punched and kicked me in the stomach. I layed there no feeling anything this has been happening for several years now and I just got used to the pain. My mom finally got off me and walked towards her room slamming the door. I got up and walked to the bathroom starring at my reflection my face was now covered in blood. I cleaned myself up and grabbed ny razor sitting on the toilet seat before cutting 20 lines some long and some short. I clean up and start walking going god knows where and put in my head phones. Steven blasts through my ears and I just walk to wherever. I ended up stopping at a park and sitting on the swings. I felt a hand being placed on my shoulder and turn to see Justin. He motions me to take out the head phones and I do so alrighty getting annoyed.

"What?" I groan getting straight to the point.

"what did you say to connor today." He questions me and I just roll my eyes.

"Nothing of your concern. Now if you excuse me I was busy." I put the ear bud back in only to have it jerked back put. I glare at justin and he just smiles.

"What now justin."

"lets's talk."

"About?"

"What happened to your face." I just give him a look and glance behind him to see connor standing there shocked. (of course I was shocked it was my boyfriend and ex) I motioned him to come over and justin looked behind him.

"Hey baby."

"Uh hey, what are you doing?"

"Just talking to jake here."

"I can see that." I roll my eyes and look at ny fingers suddenly finding them interesting. Blocking them both out I listen to the next song that comes from my phone and sigh. Mine and connor's song.

"Jake?" I look up to see a worried connor and annoyed looking justin. "Ive been calling you name for 10 minutes." I just stare blankly at Connor and he whispers something to justin before grabbing my hand and dragging me who knows where. We stop at a tree and he faces me.

"Whats wrong."

"nothings wrong."

"Dont lie to me jake."

"I just miss you okay." I sigh and he just shakes his head.

"jake we cant keep dong this."

"Then just be with me."

"i-we cant."

"Yes, we can. Baby boo give me one more chance to show you we are meant to be together."

"Jake no okay look I gotta go. " He started walking away and I did something im proud of. I grabbed his wrist and turned him around kissing him. And man did I miss this.