Wait, Who Dis? || Corbyn Besson

3.6

i was pulled by corbyn into his room, my ice cream is going to melt! ughhhh!

"yes" i huffed.

"so, you and daniel?" he had hurt all over his eyes, but covered it up with a tough act.

"why do you care?" i crossed my arms over my chest.

"i don't," he stared me down, what about me? i look down to see i had a kermit the frog onesie. wow, i am hot! like look at my fashion, chloe should be jealous. after a mini mental runway show, i spoke up. "ok then, bye." i turned on my heel, as i waved a 'bye' to him. as soon as i did he just had to grab my wrist. i let out a huge groan, "the fuck you want?" i asked.

{ play a sad songgggg, it's gonna be better. }

" just to tell you, me and chloe are a thing. so i just saying that i'm gonna be going to spend more time with her." he shrugged. did i just hear that come out his beautiful mouth, i don't think so. but i shouldn't care, so i'm gonna act like i don't. since two can play at that game.

"ok, your purpose was?" i acted cool about it. He's just going to throw our friendship like it was nothing, alright.

" to inform you." he smiles.

"oh and just to inform you our friendship is kinda... how do i say this?" i mock him.

"say it." he lets out dry very dry chuckle.

"over." i smirked, and sent him a peace sign. i made sure not to look back, and made my way to daniel. when i finally was outside, i checked my icecream. which was now a puddle of cream. great! i frowned, and mumbled a curse word under my breath.

"hey daniel, thanks for everything. but i'm going home." he looked back and insisted he would take me home. i was to mad to argue, so i said a sure.

on the car ride home it was a uncomfortable silence, until daniel just had to speak up. "karrington, i'm just gonna say this flat out." i gave him a confused look. " i know you have feelings for corbyn, so what i'm guessing is that you were using me." he looked straight at the road. tears started to sting my eyes, but i tried with all my power to hold it. i didn't even talk back, i'm beyond confused with everything.

we made it to my parking lot, with no hesitation i hopped out the car. when i did, rain started pouring down on my head. at this point i didn't care, as soon as i saw daniel's car leave, i ran to the nearest bench. i sat down and the tears just fell out, my tears were overpowered by the rain. i don't know what i'm feeling, i need to think over everything.i was starting to get cold, so i headed inside as my clothes were soaking wet. but nothing mattered. the lobby man started to yell at me for my clothes, i kept walking as i flipped him off.

i finally made it to my apartment, i went straight to my room and changed out of my wet clothes. i sunk into my bed and cried even more. i feel numb, i am numb. i betrayed people, as i was also getting betrayed.

was i not good enough for corbyn?

if only i didn't text that stupid number of his, all this could've been avoided. but i couldn't stay away.

i'm so stupid!

after i finally ran out of tears, i grabbed my phone. as soon as i turned on my phone, i was nearly blinded by it. my whole room was dark, so as soon i saw the bright light flashing on my face, i turned my whole phone off. i checked my instagram, and the usual 'no one likes you' , 'ew you're ugly', and my personal favorite 'die bitch'. these don't usually get to me, but today it just has. i start to cry again, while doing this i grab my phone and call my only friend right now...mia.

"hey babe!" she literally yells. i jump and back away from the phone.

"Hey," i frown.

"what wrong girlie?" she asks.

"come over please, before i cry again." she mumbled a 'mhm' and ended the call.

i hurt, and i make people hurt.

that's not me.

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wow this was sad, i might've cried. YOU WILL NEVER KNOW! ok but THANKS FOR 21K READS MOTHER TURCUKERZZ!