There's no point of screaming if no one's there to hear you

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Just before you read, Yoongi's POV is in the present as things are happening, and Jimin's POV is looking back from the end of the story, thanks!

Yoongi POV

My eyes are red, hands are cold, my heart is aching and my head is spinning. It was bearable until I saw this, I've seen them kiss before but never in this way, so intimate, so close, just the way that Jimin and I should have been. But of course I fuck things up, I don't say things at the right moments and do things at the wrong ones. It's too late, they love each other, seeing Jimin happy is exactly what I want, he has everything, Tony's tall, dark and handsome, but knowing that I can't compete is painful and I can't stand it.

Every moment with jimin is beautiful, even if I can't kiss him or touch him in the ways that I want to, I still savour every moment, I notice the little things like the colour of his eyes and the cuteness of his hands, I notice every gorgeous detail. Every waking moment knowing we can't be together makes me want to cry, but I know I have to be strong in front of Jimin, I have to act like i'm fine even if I'm not, because he is still my best friend, and nothing will ever change that.

I had to pull myself together, I had to pretend that I never saw what I did.

I had to go downstairs sometime, I couldn't exactly stay on my bedroom floor forever. I managed to get myself to go downstairs, but who walked towards me next? Jimin of course.

"Hey, sorry about earlier, probably shouldn't have been doing that in the kitchen, a little unhygienic I guess." He apologised.
"It's fine" I lied.
"Can i talk to you?" He asked quietly, something was wrong.
"Sure, you can tell me anything." I replied, curious.
We both moved to another room for a little more privacy.
"I think something might be going on with Tony." He explained.
"What do you mean?" I answered, eager to console Jimin.
"He's been acting strange, suspicious things like not letting me see his phone and he's been doing 'extra hours' at work."
"I think he's cheating on me." Jimin confessed.
"Really?" I questioned.
"Yeah, it's not just how he's acting, I just feel it, any time he touches me it feels like his hands have been on someone else, it just doesn't feel the same anymore." He replied.
"Have you got any way to prove it?" I asked.
"The only way I can think of is getting his phone, and looking through his texts. Do you think that's too invasive or I'm just being paranoid?" Jimin said worriedly.
"No, I don't think so, what's the problem if he has nothing to hide?!" I answered quickly, it was the perfect response.
"Yeah true, thanks."
"But how am I going to get his phone?" Jimin questioned.
"I have a plan" I said.

This is my chance to change things, and I'm going to do everything I can to not fuck up this time.