Weak

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I'm a light sleeper so when I hear a noise I automatically wake up.

NoNo's sister appeared to need her diaper changed or something because she was screaming.

I try to roll around uncomfortable on a love seat with a sheet as a blanket. I wake up and check the phone that was given to me I had at least zero notifications. NoNo was getting ready for school. I was awake cause if I wasn't  going to Washington high then I would be getting ready to.

I have on the same clothes I put on my book bag I don't have my gun I have to go pick it up from NoNo's cousin.  I dap up NoNo and tell his family "good bye I'll see y'all  later." 

I knock on the door of his cousins house and she lets me in. She says "you hungry? Want something to eat ?" I tell her " nah I need to grab my strap and I'm finna dip I gotta go catch the bus." When I walk toward the door she blurts out  "um if you wanna wait I can give you a ride." When I turn around I see her naked.

She walks up to me slowly and starts to kiss my neck and lift up my shirt.  Me not thinking I'm letting it happen. Then I say " what about NoNo and your family." She says "shhhh don't worry."
In my brain I'm thinking fuck it might as well but my brain also is telling me that this isn't right. As we're kissing I yell out "don't you got a nigga?" She hits me with "if I had a nigga wouldn't he be here." I say "hol hol hol up I gotta girl."  She says to me "fuck that little girl she prolly can't even throw it back right. You a man and u need a woman." In my mind she's only 5 years older than me which isn't wrong In my eyes.

My shirt is already off, I kick off my Jordan's. We are I lift her shirt up and throw it on the floor. She leads me to her room with me holding her hand with her arm behind her.

She grabs my waist and pull me on to her. I don't know if it was Her slim thick figure, pretty face, Golden brown skin or her long curly black hair but I let the it get the best of me.

We fall asleep and when I wake up I look at my phone and it says 11:46 am. I wake her up.

After we both get dressed then she asks me "so where do you need to go?"

I tell her to take me back to my house. We're on the highway and the Aux she plays Weak by SWV.

We both start to sing " I get so weak in the knees."

In that moment I felt a little connection it felt good.

After the song was over she asked me "was it good ?" I look at her confused, I question her "was what good?" She replied with "the sex slow ass." With a little laughter after she said it.

I tell her with brutal honesty " it was great actually, it was fun yanno? We really connected." All the mean while not knowing her name. Then I reverse the question, she answered with " your not bad youngin." While she bobs her head to Micheal Jackson.

We pull up to my house, my hand starts to shake. My heart beats faster than a gunshot. "I hear her voice do you want me to wait for you?" I tell her "ay come on." As she twists the keys, and gets out her car I can sense her being hesitant.

I open the front door with the spare key my mom left in the grill. The first step into the house I took I knew something wasn't right.

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