The greater kind of love is the kind of love that never loses hope, never says goodbye, because the greater kind of love is the kind of love that remains and continues, even after goodbyes.
-Jose Marie Borja Viceral
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Vice hang the painting on the concrete wall just above his bed then he sat comfortably at the edge and gaze up. Saka pa lang niya naisip na wala na nga si Karylle, iniwan na nga siya nito. He felt the pain, right at his chest, it is consuming him and he don't know what to do. It is very painful like hell yet he thinks he deserves it! He is dumb for pushing her away, and now he will pay the price. This kind of pain is overwhelming, hindi niya alam kung papaanong e-hahandle ulit dahil sa tagal ng panahong manhid siya. Pero bakit ba siya nakakaramdam ng ganito sa pagkawala ni karylle? What they had, is purely sex right? But why his heart is telling him that what they had is something special pero dini-deny ng utak niya. Parang sasabog na rin ang ulo niya sa sobrang pag-iisip so he decided to go downstairs to give him self a high dose of alcohol, maybe, just maybe he will be numb for everything. Nagulat pa siya nang maabutan niya ang ama na nakaupo din doon, aatras pa sana siya pero nakita na siya nito.
"Vice, join me son!" He motioned him to come so Vice walk towards his father and sat beside him.
"Hindi ba masyadong maaga para uminom, dad?" Inabutan siya ng isang baso nito at tinaggap naman niya iyon.
"Should I ask you the same question?" He let out a small chuckle before he consumed the liqour.
"Alam mo hijo, gusto ko yung girl friend mong si Karylle, para kasing mabait eh. Your mother is very fond of her pero umalis na naman siya kaagad, sana pinigilan mo." He gave his son side glances saka nagsalin ulit ito ng alak sa dalawang baso.
"Yeah, she is not coming back to me." Tumingin ito sa kawalan saka bumuntong hininga. "She broke up with me."
"Why?" Laglag ang panga ni Jestoni sa narinig, tumingin din ito sa kawalan at uminom ulit ng alak.
"Dad, 'why' is so underrated, you should told me I deserve it!"
"Jose marie, kung tungkol pa rin ito doon sa nakaraan mo, forget it son...move on!" Hinarap niya na ang anak. Nakaramdam siya ng kirot dahil sa alam niyang parte din siya ng mga paghihirap nito. Dahil kung hinanap lang sana niya noon pa si Rosario, hindi sana ito mangyayari sa anak niya.
"I've moved on."
"Then what's stoping you?" This time, hinarap na rin niya ang ama niya.
"Dad, kailangan ba talaga natin tong pag-usapan?" His forehead formed creases.
"I am your father! Kung may dapat ka mang pagsabihan ng mga pinagdadaanan mo, kami yun ng mama mo. Talk to me, I will listen." He tap his shoulder before he sips his drink
Vice look down "I have many questions, many what if's.....I have these fears inside." He gaze up and look at his father, poker faced.
"Son, we are living in a life full of uncertanties that's why we are experiencing fears, but it must not stop us from moving forward. Dumating si Karylle sa buhay mo dahil may dahilan, wag mong hahayaang mawala siya sayo dahil sa mga takot mo anak. Ang takot, palaging nariyan sa buhay natin, hinding hindi yan mawawala, ang kailangan lang naying gawin, ay labanan ang takot na iyan. Give your self a chance."
"Even if that chance means ruining her happiness?" Tanong agad ni Vice
"Now I am lost." Sagot naman ni Jestoni na nagsalin pa ulit ng alak sa baso.
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