As the day passed and night comes. You felt empty and all this pain is pilling up like a massive pebble being thrown at you. It was painful and unbearable. You stayed in your position, hugging Yoongi as you both fall asleep watching movies.
As morning comes, you were awaken by the clanging of the pans and plates in your kitchen. You see Yoongi preparing you some breakfast he wore your pink apron that is too small flr his height. You smiled to yourself approaching him from the back. "Good morning~" you sung as you hug him from behind sniffing his scent. "Morning~ how's your sleep?" Yoongi asked facing towards you.
"Good I guess." You hummed hugging him once again. "I wanted this normal life." You thought smiling to yourself. You both spent time, you both walkee to thr park your hands intertwined to eachother, you bought coffee amd played in thr amusement park. You bought stuffed toys. And many more.
As you returned home these melody got stuck inside your head, it's the song that you and Yoongi watched last night, and it's hitting you like thorns from the cactuses. Every bit of the song reminds Jimin and everything he had done and sacrificed. It glued to your brain thay guilt, loneliness and despair started to attack you like hell. You cover your ears, you curled into a ball as the faint sound keep repeating itself. It hurts you and there's only one thing to stop it. Jimin is the only one could stop it. "Jimin!" The song keeps playing. Playing with your sane mind.
Full of loneliness, This garden bloomed. Full of thorns...I bind myself in this sand castle
What is your name?
Do you have a place to go? could you tell me? I saw you hiding in this garden. And I know
All of your warmth is real, The blue flower your hand was picking, I want to hold it but It's my fate, Don't smile on me. Lie to me, Because I can't get closer to you. There's no name you can call me. You know that I can't. Show you me, Give you me. I can't show you a ruined part of myself
Once again I put a mask again and go to see you. But I still want you.Bloomed in a garden of loneliness. A flower that resembles you, I wanted to give it to you. After I take off this foolish mask. Maybe back then
A little, Just this much, If I had the courage to stand before you. Would everything be different now. I'm crying, That's disappeared
That's fallen...Left alone in this sandcastle. Looking at this broken mask.It was like this meant to happen to you, like everything was planned. Your head hurts, your eyes shot closed, you started to wear your mask, it was painful, painful for you ajd for Yoongi himself. At your world, everything is colorful, as if you've drunken something, that the drink is playing tricks on you. Your world started to became more unrealistic as Jimin's face came out of nowhere, he had his eyes closed, as if he's in a coffin, water started to fill his closed compartment that he won't be able to breath or climb out of it.
Once the container was full, Jimin finally opened his eyes, he tried to catch some air but only water came in his lings, choking amd drowning him. It hurts seeing him struggling. "I'm sorry." You said as the pain amd the illusion stopped, Yoongi was beside you with worried and concern in his eyes. You take off your palms off your ears as you begin to rubbed your eyes.
"What happened?" You asked, at the end of your room, a black figure stood behind Yoongi. Yoongi's eyes diverted to the dark space inside your room. "What is it?" Yoongi asked. "He couldn't see Jimin." You thought to yourself.
"Uh... Yoongi, can you leave me for a second?" You begged, Yoongi nodded in agreement as he slowly climb down your bed as he closed the door behind him. You stared at yhe dark figure, your eyes started to tear up. "J-jimin?" You muttered to yourself as the dark figure leave the dark space inside your room, revealing a stern look in Jimin's face. You stared at him in curiousity, as it hits you downfall. "Y-you came back." You stammered.
"I missed you so so much." You murmured crawling out of your bed towards Jimin. "Is it because I called your name?" You giggled lightly reaching for his face when he stopped you by grabbing your arms. "Why won't you talk to me?" You said in a shaky voice. "I-I love you Jimin." You stepped closer to him as he micmic your action by stepping back. "What's wrong Jimin?" You asked, he wore a black laced polo, he dyed his soft blonde hair to pitch black, he had big dark patched under his eyes, his eyes puffy. You stared at his lifeless and dark soul, his innocent face became fierce, his soft pink lips were as pale as his skin.
You started to sob in front of him, seeing his thin figure from up close.
"I'm sorry." You reached to pat his black hair that has became dried and stiff.
"What happenrd to you?" You asked your eyes diverted to his hands, he held your sleepers the one you gave him, he also had a huge bag behind him, tiny feathers coming out of the hole. You stared at him in confusion.
"Y/n." He begun, as tears started to pour his eyes. You never seen him cry, and for the first time seeing him cry hurts you.
His lips quivers as his shoulders shivers as he cried in your embrace, the black bag fell from his shoulders, you gasped at the sight. "What happened?" You asked staring at his black wings that was once healthy and beautiful. And now it's broken and torn. He started to cry. "please don't." You came close to him as you embraced him with love and passion, his scent was still the same. You feel his back and it seems like his wings were gone. "I-i can't do this anymore!" He whimpered, pulling away from your embrace, clutching his broken wings.
"Stay away from me, your love hurts."
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Hi! Guys sorry for not updating for a long fucking time! Sooo one chapter left before this book ends. I hope you love this! It hurts tho...Edited: Actually this is the end of the story! Sorry for misunderstanding... Bieeee!!!!!
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Fanfic"Luck that takes the form of finding valuable or pleasant things that are not looked for." 5/16/18-#51 in theory category 5/17/18-#84 in theory category Started: 12/15/17 Ended: 6/5/18 1st place in Xenon Bts Awards