"Luck that takes the form of finding valuable or pleasant things that are not looked for."
5/16/18-#51 in theory category
5/17/18-#84 in theory category
Started: 12/15/17
Ended: 6/5/18
1st place in Xenon Bts Awards
"Luck that takes the form of finding valuable or pleasant things that are not looked for."
The morning was peaceful as it ever has been, the wind was cool, the park was crowded of people strolling around, the sun brightens every single part of the place, leaving shadows to trees, buildings and people. It was a very beautiful sunny day. Everyone was happy with their love one's. It was a very heart warming view for those who suffered depression.
And I am one of those people who suffered depression. I've taken all different kind of pills, drugging myself because of depression. I don't have any parents to guide me. They died because of my carelessness. I don't know what to do with my life since I have nothing to risk it for. Life is very cruel when it comes from challenges in life. And I always fail to complete the damn challenges. I hate my life, I am useless, I should've died not them. I don't know who am I going to trust now since I have no friends and family.
I always thought of killing myself. In so many many ways. Stabbing myself, cutting my wrist to death, take multiple pills, and many more. I never left my house ever since my parents died. I can feel them judging me, cursing me with their daggered stares.
I only leave to buy some groceries that I need inside for months.
I am not the kind of person who only wants all the attention all to her. I've been doing this for years. It's been four years ever since my parents died. And I never thought I'll be able to live for four years without them. And I am very glad to know that, I fought all the challenges in life that I thought I failed.
I never expect to meet someone who will actually change my world. I have one friend, the one and only Min Yoon-Gi. He suffered depression too. Except he have friends, five friends. And I only have one. Him.
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The sky was blue, the air was warm, the trees are green, the city was peaceful. And there's a girl sat on the bench. Her ears are filled with earphones, a simple country music played smoothly to make doze off the little world around her.
The sky suddenly turn all gray, the sun gets dull as the moon blocked the sun's raise.
An eclipse.
The earth was dark for a second. Until a blinding light hit her eyes, it was hot, with a burning sensation. It was possessive.
"You are me, I am You." He whispered. His hot breath touched your neck.
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She suddenly breathe in and opened her eyes. Her head felt so dizzy and she felt really uncomfortable as she felt a hand was intertwined under her fingers. Her breath hinched when she remembered what happened after she got hit by a blinding light.
She looked down to see a tender, pale and cute hands holding her small hands as well.
She suddenly sat up from her position and do a little stretched.
She just stared down at their intertwined fingers. She then look up to meet a dazzling grey eyes. He wore a yellow sweater, he have this adorable flat eyes amd his cute smile that was plastered on his face ever since he held my hands.
I just cringed and shook his hands off of mine.
He abruptly spoke. His voice was a bit similar with a girl's voice.
"I'm you and you are me. Miss." He said. You cocked your head and furrowed your eyebrows in confusion.
What the hell is he talking about? I thought.
Standing up to look around, I sighed, I'm still at the park. Jeez. And sun's already going down over the mountains.
I frowned at the thought that I missed lunch time. I huffed on the grass land. And crossed my arms over my chest.
He chuckled.
"I'm Jimin." He said. And a smile curved on his lips. I stared at his lips and bit my lips in response. Dem, his lips are you plump and so pink. I Thought.
Sighing and looking down at his bare feet. I was shocked. Why is he not wearing any shoes? It's cold outside. And what I mean cold, it is really cold outside.
I shook my head and took my backpack.
I always bring my flip flops since I always rent a hotel that I was able to just rest my feet.
He should be thankful that he met me.
"Here, wear these. It's cold, you might catch a cold." You offered, handling him your slippers. He wore it and smiled. The kind of smile that would make you melt and just pich his cheeks. So adorable~
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"They're so comfy. I like them. What are this called?" He asked staring at the slipper you let him borrow.
"They're called slippers. By the way where's your house? Why are you even here?" I asked, really confused.
"Ohh. I came here to find the girl who has the cure." He said I'm a bit confused at the word 'cure' it was so odd that a person like him talk about a girl that has the cure.
Cure for what anyways? I asked myself staring at the weird nerdy guy.
"Oh don't mind what I just said. It's nothing. Nothing to worry about." He said shaking his hand in front of my face hysterically.
I just smiled.
"It's fine." I said. And dusting myself and taking a step away from this weird guy. But he stopped me by grabbing my wrist.