Don't be Her.

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I don't wish you any harm or anything like that. 
I do hope you truly fall for someone, and it's the fairytale you've always dreamed of.
I hope you fall in love with them, and everything is going good.
I hope time passes and someone else comes in. Shattering your perfect fairytale.
Just like you did mine.
I hope he leaves you, for her.
Just like he left me, for you.

I hope you loose your sanity in your bedroom at 2:11am and no one is there to calm you down saying " He's just a boy."
I hope you go numb and do everything to stay numb.
You'll wonder why her, over and over again.
Just as I did in my bedroom alone, breaking everything in sight, and filling my lungs with toxins.

I hope you never feel at home with anyone again.
I hope times passes , they break up, and she still never gives you an apology.

You'll see her months later at a party. You'll run into each other waiting for the bathroom while the couple in there is finishing hooking up. She'll say how much she likes your shirt, and everything that took place that summer will hit you again.
You'll leave crying, screaming why her?

( please don't try to call )

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