Kiki's pov
Later on that night my brother came into the room
"Hey"
"Aye", I replied
"Can we talk?" He said, "I mean, a real brother sister talk, no jokes kiki"
"Ummm, okay, go"
"Look, I don't like this new crowd of yours, you're coming home late, and not only that but you're coming home high off your ass, I know since the breakup you've been kind of off, but I'm letting you know that you can not just let a nigga change you like that"
I stayed silent for a while after he spoke. He was right, I let Trey change me, but I didn't care, I liked the new me.
"Okay, I know and you're right. Thanks 'brudder'" I lied, using the old name I would call him, he looked at me, came over, and kissed my forehead.
"Glad we had this talk"
After he left Dev called and asked me if he could come through. Without asking my parents, I of course said yes and waited until all of the lights were out to tell him he could come.
I thought that Dev and I would have been together by now, but really, we haven't even talked about being more than what we are now, friends. I quickly snapped out of my thoughts when I heard him curse about me standing in the way.
"Move woman" he laughed while pushing me out of the way.
We quietly walked to my room, but not without hearing my brother and his girlfriend doing the nasty. Yuck. Where the hell are my parents. I realized that their door was also open, and the lights were off, meaning they'd left.
When we got upstairs to my room, Dev spoke
"Soooo, you think I could stay the night and leave early morning before the parents get back?"
"Umm, I guess, but don't forget, my father is black. His ass finds you upstairs, you're on your own homie"
"Yeah, iight" he said, and started grabbing pillows and a blanket out, throwing them on the floor.
"What the hell Dev?! I just straightened up in here"
"I was making a palette"
"You can sleep up here, dumdum"
After I reassured him he got onto the bed, and took of his clothing, to get "comfortable", leaving only his boxers. Fuck I thought. He's even sexier without clothes. Gosh, my virgin brain was going crazy. I did the same, trying to get comfortable, but because Dev was there I put on a big shirt, and got into bed.
At first, he was so far away from me, a few hours after falling asleep I woke up, the first thing I did was make sure my door was locked. After that I put my head back on the pillow, which caused him to put his arms out and pat the bed as if he was looking for me. I came closer and he wrapped his arms around me, it was weird at first, yes, then I decided to let it be and put my face into his neck. I thought his closeness might help me sleep, but it didn't. So for a few minutes I just stared up at him, and let my hands trace his chest. His very chiseled chest, thinking he was asleep, I let my hands wander, falling into the shallow crevices of his abs, until they got to the band of his boxers, when he grabbed my hands.
"Don't start anything you can't finish"
"Who said I can't finish?" I said pouting up at him.
"I did. Now sleep."
'Ouch' I thought. Maybe everyone was right. Maybe I'm not that girl everyone wants. And that's okay. He tried to reach out again, but this time I moved. "What's wrong?" He asked
"Why?"
"Why what?"
"Why'd you make me stop?"
"Because" he said not finishing.
"Because what Dev? Because I'm not pretty enough? Because I'm inexperienced? What is it?!" I whisper-yelled.
"Because you're not ready"
"You don't know that."
"Are you ready for this?" He said while moving my hand down to his length. With my mouth slightly opened, he continued. "Are you ready for me to hold you like this?" This time he grabbed my arms and put them behind me while moving in a foward motion.
"Let me tell you this now, you're not. But when you really are, let me know, and I'll let you in on what you've been missing."
"I may not be ready for all of it, but I might be ready for some..."
"The hell is that supposed to mean" He said
"Just make me feel good Dev"
He looked me in my eye, and grabbed my waist, he slowly kissed his way down to my chest, then going to my stomach and stopping right at my happy place. He looks up at me for reassurance while grabbing my
my panties and pulling them down. God I'm really about to let him do this to me or so i thought , right when his finger got to my entrance my door opened, and i could practically hear my brother break the lock on my door.
"Get the fuck up, right now." He yelled at Devin.
"Stop!" I yelled back, trying to gather the covers to pull them over what part of me was exposed.
"Get out" He yelled at Dev.
"No, stay!" i yelled back, but Dev was already gathering his things . He came and gave me a kiss on my forehead before exiting the room.
I looked at my brother and for the first time in a while I felt bad, because he looked at me with sad eyes, and dissapointment. I tried to look away but I could feel his eyes blaring into me. "I'm sorry" I whispered.
"What the hell Kiki?"
"Actually, no, I'm not sorry, you were just banging some random broad and you're going to get upset with me for bringing some guy into the house"
"You're not me, I'm a grown ass man. I do what the hell I want, you on the other hand are a child, I am responsible for you when they are not home. I just don't understand. I mean do you want to be looked at like that girl that only cares about weed, and getting laid? Let me tell you now, you don't ." He finished his bull shit speech and left the room. I really need to get laid Normally I don't speak like that but I think that Dev left me a little hot, and bothered. A few moments later my brothers best friend walked into the room.
"Your brother just left, he told me to stay here with you so no one trys to deflower his little sister"
"Stop"
"I'm just kidding"
"Donte?"
"Yo"
"Come here, I want to show you something"
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Done with the secondd chapter! Tell me what you thinkk, this one is just a filler to let you in to her feelings. Trey and Ni will be in the next chapter, and a very close friend of Trey's......
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-K
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