Good Girl Gone Bad

Chapter 4- The Ex

When I see who walks out of Dev's front door, my jaw drops to the floor. The blond haired beauty comes out and peppy walks towards her car. I squint my eyes a little just to be sure that I'm seeing what I'm seeing. Yeah, I am seeing who I thought I was  I think in my head. In my head, I'm  little disappointed, and a little betrayed. I start to feel a little off about Dev, I've always felt like him and I had a good bond since we met, but now, I feel like I don't know him at all. The blond girl that walks out, is Jolene. 

Jolene is Devs ex, and for a long time, many people speculated that she is the reason that Dev dropped out of school. There were so many rumors going around when I first entered high school about him and her. Apparently, they had this intense, brooding love. Like Romeo and Juliet style. He and I had talked about it a couple of times, during our "deep" conversations and he's always said the same things about her. More importantly, he said he never wanted to speak to her again. I think about a talk him and I had a couple of weeks prior and I get confused, I just don't understand why he would tell me a lie. 

I speed off and start home. there are so many things running through my head, the first thing I'm thinking is that I can't even be mad. he and I aren't even together. I'm thinking so much I don't even realize I'm home. I pull up to my driveway and see Donte pulling in alongside me. as he is getting out of the car, I honk my horn at him and roll down my window. he comes up to my car and peeps in "Whats good ki" he says. "get in, can you take a ride with me" I ask

Donte looks like he's contemplating it so I tell him nevermind, not wanting to put him in an awkward situation. he reluctantly gets in and tells me to drive before my brother sees him. 

"You're a grown man, why are you hiding from my brother," I say 

"because I'm in the car with his young ass sister, that's why"

"I'm not young" I tease

"how old are you? like seventeen right. Exactly" He states, answering his own question. 

"16" I correct

"damn" he laughs. 

We drive in silence for the rest of the way, and he asks me where we're going. I tell him my mom asked me to grab a couple of things from the grocery store for dinner and I'm going to need help. That's a lie. I really just need someone's advice, usually I would go to Niya for this but seeing as my best friend is a slut, I really cant. when we arrive at the grocery store I pull out my phone and look at the list my mom sent. he then asks me why I really wanted him to come. 

"I need advice," I say "real advice, not just I'm your friend's little sister advice."

"Shoot," he says, "I'll do my best"

I start to tell him the embarrassing details of what happened, or almost happened between Dev and I. Even the part about me grabbing Devs manhood in the middle of the night. He cocks his eyebrow up as if he's surprised i'm that kind of girl. I continue to tell him everything that happened, and about Devs ex, Jolene. 

when I finally stop speaking, I'm a little winded. I look up at him, "so what should I do"

we stop in the bread aisle and he starts to speak, "I don' t know, that a lot" He continues, "your brothers been telling me about how he doesn't really fuck with this Dev dude and honestly, I don't think you should either, you're upset, almost in tears in a grocery store and you guys aren't even together. Whats going to happen when you guys are you know?" He looks at me, examining my facial expressions for a response."

I purse my lips and look up, so the tears don't fall in the grocery store. I hop on the front of the grocery cart and tell him to push me. He gets behind me and pushes me down the aisle. I decide then that I want to test him, I slide my foot and shoe skids against the shiny white tile. My back smashes into his front and I stay there for a short moment as if it was an accident. I feel him start to rise a bit and instantly feel a little bit better about myself, I know that I shouldn't base my self-esteem based off of a guy getting hard, but that's how this goes. He awkwardly moves me by my waist and grabs the wheat bread we were searching for. 

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Hey guys! I know I've been gone for a while lol ( a year) but I really am planning to finish this book by March! Hopefully, you guys bare with me! 

 I hope you guys enjoy, please comment and let me know what you think!!