If the only way people care is if you have to text them first or point out that they aren't caring then what is the point. If they cant be bothered to give you 5 seconds of their time or even just say a hi then they never cared in the first place. You shouldnt have to be the one who always text first and always has to wait for hours for them to text back while you answer immediately. So whats the point of doing it anymore if no one cares and they never did in the first place. What is the point of constantly worrying about them if they are just going to ignore you. I can't do it anymore.....I'm not saying text me or answer me immediately. I'm saying check in on me too from time to time, worry about me, at least talk to me don't ignore me. Why should I wait here eating for you to answer when you won't. Well I guess today is your lucky day everyone and you may not know I'm talking to but deep down you know or you will. Because now you won't have to deal with me again because now it's time I find some new people in my life. People who care and people won't stop caring like you all did. Don't worry now because y'all have no right to you didn't in the first place. But now it's time for me to focus on me nobody else no matter how hard it will be I can get through this. One way.....somehow.
