Never Stop (MINICAT) UNDER MAD EDITING

Chapter 32

Evan's POV

Evan:
"FUCKING SHIT!!!!!!"

I yelled as I threw my papers at the wall. I don't have anymore ideas for songs and the guys are counting on me. I'm the leader and I don't even know what I'm doing. What kind of leader does that? Not a lot, that's for sure.

I rested my head on my desk with my arms over my head.

Maybe I can ask for help? No that would make me look dumb. We have a few weeks till the first show and we have to have at least three songs and I don't even have one!

We're gonna lose we're gonna lose we're gonna lose we're go-

????????:
"Hello?"

I heard someone say from behind my apartment door.

Evan:
"Who is it?"

I asked as I slowly started walking over to the door waiting for whoever is behind it to answer me.

?????????:
"It's Jonathan, you know, your boyfriend?"

Jonathan said kinda loudly making me open the door and pull him in as fast as I could.

Evan:
"You don't just go out yelling that your my boyfriend!"

I said to him as he looked at me kinda scared.

Jonathan:
"Sorry, I didn't know if this was your apartment or not."

Evan:
"It's fine, you just got me in a bad mood."

I said as I sat back down in my chair well leaning on my one hand as I tired to think of an idea.

Jonathan:
"Well is there anything I can do to help you?"

Jonathan asked as he looked at me with one of his cute faces making me smile.

Evan:
"Well you just cheered me up by that face."

I said making him blush as he looked down at the ground.

Evan:
"I don't have anymore ideas Jon."

Jonathan looked up at me with a eyebrow rise as he walked up to me.

Joanthan:
"What do you mean?"

Evan:
"I don't have anymore ideas for songs, and everybody is counting on me to write a Song but I can't even do that! I'm the leader, the guys look up to me for ideas on songs. We need three songs and I don't even have one done or started!"

I said as Jonathan looked around the room, than back at me.

Jonathan:
"Why don't you just ask for help?"

Jon asked as he sat on my lap as I wrapped my arms around him as he leaned into me.

Evan:
"I feel like the guys will be disappointed in me because I do this every year and now all a sudden I can't anymore."

I said as I rested my head on Jonathan's back.

Jonathan:
"Well you know I can help you, I've wrote some songs but mostly for Cr- I mean for other people because you know, I rap."

Was he just about to say Craig?

Evan:
"Wait you write songs for Craig Thomson?"

I asked making Jonathan's eyes go wide.

Jonathan:
"Yes, I do. But please don't tell the other's, I don't want them asking if they can meet him or something."

Evan:
"I'm guessing because people have asked you that before, right?"

I asked getting a laugh out of him.

Jonathan:
"I lost count of them already."

He said making both of us laugh.

Evan:
"But really, you know Craig Thomson?"

I asked once again to make sure I was hearing him.

Jonathan:
"Yes I do, but you're not meeting him, no one is."

Evan:
"Oh I know."

Jonathan:
"So do you want me to help you out with the song writing?"

Jonathan asked as he looked at me for a answer.

Evan:
"Oh hell yeah you can, I was about to beg someone too."

I said making him laugh.

Evan:
"Since you're already here, why don't you stay here with me so I'm not lonely?"

I asked making him giggle.

Jonathan:
"Yeah, I have nothing else to do so why not?"

He said as he leaned into me as I kissed the top of his head.