Changed Girl🙄❤️

chapter 16‼️

I walked on stage and I decided to sing my new song instead of selfish the band started playing
Me:[Verse 1]
Desperado
Sittin' in an old Monte Carlo
A man whose heart is hollow
Mhm, take it easy
I'm not tryna go against yuh
Actually, I'm goin' witcha

[Pre-Chorus]
Gotta get up out of here
And yuh ain't leavin' me behind
I know you won't cause we share common interests
You need me, there ain't no leaving me behind
Never, no, no, I just want outta here, yeah
Once I'm gone, ain't no going back

[Chorus]
If you want, we can be runaways
Running from any sight of love
Yeah, yeah, there ain't nothin'
There ain't nothin' here for me
There ain't nothin' here for me anymore
But I don't wanna be alone

[Verse 2]
Desperado
Sitting on your ole' Monte Carlo
We've both had our hearts broke
Unh, hunh, take it easy
I'm not tryna go against yuh
I can be a lone wolf witcha
[Pre-Chorus]
Gotta get up out of here
And you ain't leaving me behind
I know you won't cause we share common interests
You need me, there ain't no leaving me behind
Never, no, no, both want outta here, yeah
Once we're gone, ain't no going back

[Chorus]
If you want, we can be runaways
Running from any sight of love
Yeah, yeah, there ain't nothin'
There ain't nothin' here for me
There ain't nothin' here for me anymore
But I don't wanna be alone

[Bridge]
Dear desperado
Yeah, I don't wanna be alone
Dear desperado
Yeah, I don't wanna be alone

[Chorus]
If you want, we can be runaways
Running from any sight of love
Yeah, yeah, there ain't nothin'
There ain't nothin' here for me
There ain't nothin' here for me anymore
But I don't wanna be alone

Yeah-yeah-ah
Yeah-yeah-ah
Yeah-yeah-ah
Yeah-yeah-ah
Yeah-yeah-ah
Yeah-yeah-ah

I opened my eyes and felt tears dropped I wiped them and walked off stage for my 20 minute break Chris came to my dressing room I felt like I was about to pass out I fell back and Chris caught me
Chris:baby don't do this not again ok
Me:it's hard
Sam ran to me and rubbed my head everybody was at the door watching us Noah was crying hard
Me:br-briya take him out of here
Briya ran out I was having a panic attack I kept flashing back
Flash back
I was 10 years old in my room hiding in my closet like mommy told me
Mommy was screaming there was yelling too many people were here I walked out of my closet and to the living room where everybody was I seen them beating her soon it wasn't her it was me I lost hearing in 1 ear broke my leg and I had 3 fractured ribs
???:NOW THAT WILL TEACH YOU TO STAY OUT OF THE WAY
That happened to me til I was 16 7 times a year I was broken I was bullied in school abused at home I didn't know what to do with myself I just wanted to die when my mom "died" everything changed I moved in with my aunt and things looked up but I couldn't just forget everything I look back stripping was a bad idea but I'm here