I saw my crush today, his friends say that he likes me. I doubt it. One of our friends said "why don't you go hug your boo!" And I wanted to scream. He seemed weird today. And he told me not to talk to him for two weeks. I told Am that I was feeling like I should give up on my feelings for him. She said not to, she said that everytime she ask him if he likes me or not his face turns red and he runs away. I don't believe it. I've just been very upset lately. I don't know what going on and when I told am that I feel depressed she ask why. I told her "well first of all he told me not to talk to him and second I have depression and I can't control shit." Also I've been told by multiple doctors that I'm under weight then a day later at a different clinic they'll say I'm over weight. Wtf. Anyways I'm boring and I just really feel like a piece of garbage. I hope your day is better than mine.
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why?
Non-FictionI ask this all the time. why and I like this? why am I here? this is my story, or at least some of it. i'd like to use this as an outlet for me instead of bottling my emotions like how i am used to.
