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If your wondering why I'm like this..

Then its bcuz I am guilty and sad and I regret being alive...

I used to be scared of dying because I don't want to end it yet..

But everything is clearer now....

I can die anytime..

You know when people say that I can't feel their pain..  ofcourse I fucking do!

I've got so many knives being stabbed at me..

Fake friends..

Gossips..

Depression..

Broken hearted...

Being used...

And many more...
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You know I've been asking myself this question nobody can even answer..
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What did I even do to deserve this life?

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