Fire Away (Ziall Horlik) AU

Epilogue

Zayn's POV

I watched as they lowered Niall's casket into the ground. Taking part of my heart with him. Tears couldn't stop leaving my face as I watched.

After I learned Louis was the one to find him at that tree and I haven't talked to him. I noticed him and Harry have gotten back together.

I also noticed how dad barley ever talk or cooks anymore. It was like everything was going wrong for me. Like the universe wants me gone too.

They started the prayer but I didn't listen. I was thinking of Niall. I was thinking of how different this could have been. I was thinking that I should be the one in there and not him. He don't deserve this. He really doesn't.

I felt a small hand slip into mine and looked to see Louis with tear streaming down his emotionless face. I looked into his dull eyes and saw nothing but pain. "Can we talk?" He whispered so softly. I nodded my head and walked away on the scene. Louis' hand gripped mine, I didn't mind because I knew he just needed a warm touch right now.

We stood by a tree the made us look small by how big it was. "So, what happened?" I asked him, hoping he'll know that I was talking about Niall.

I let out a shaky breath and squeezed my Han before letting go. "I don't, I-" he stuttered but took a deep breath before continuing. "I was early for school and decided I just needed some fresh air. I walked out to the back with my head down and when I looked I- I saw Niall." He started to cry again. By his eyes I could tell he was still really shooken up by it.

"Zayn, I know you loved him. I didn't even know him that well. I don't know how to feel to see one of my best friends boyfriend just do that." I knew he was trying to say something that he couldn't put in words so I just pulled him into my arms. Before I knew it we were both standing there crying, while holding each other.

I don't know how I'm supposed to find another person as loveable as Niall was. How can life just give me such an amazing person and take him away? Was all this meant to hurt me? Because I am hurt. Congratulations you've done it, you hurt me.

I was crying as hard as I did when mum past away.

Authors Note:

I didn't know how to end this.. But I know this is lazy asf but I have been working on some other stories that in my opinion are way better than this one.

I will be publishing them soon! I have been working on a Larry story and a a lot of Ziall stories!!

Thank you all for reading this!

-misty ☺️