What an Awful World

Chapter 1

Dear diary,
Hi. I dont know why the heck im writing in my diary cuz no one will ever read this but me. I guess this is just a way to express myself cuz i have no one to talk to. I have no friends at school cuz i get bullied because everyone thinks of me as the girl who looks like a dead version of Mrs Boyd (my science teacher who always looks revolting). Do you wanna know why they think that? Well, its because i have big red blotchy spots all on my face, i always have dry lips and i never wear makeup like any of the popular kids. But yet do they know my story? NO! They dont know anything about me. You see, the thing is, my mum and dad died in a car crash when i was 3. I was instantly taken to an orphanage, where two lovely adults came to pick me up - atleast i thought they were lovely. I came home that day to their house to meet their daughter, Chloe. Chloe is the queen bee at my school. She's my exact age (17). She is such a beautiful girl with super white teeth and gorgeous layers of thick dark brown hair. She's almost loveable! I say almost because her personality SUCKS! She acts like we dont know eachother at school. She has a boyfriend, his name is Josh. I dont have a boyfriend...you can probably tell. I have never had a kiss, not even by my parents (atleast that i remember). Not even by my foster family. They treat me horribly.
I feel like no one in this world ever connects with me. Like i have no valid reason to be on this planet. "WHATS MY MEANING, WORLD?!" I will never find out. Tomorrow is the start of a whole new school year! So I hope all the "ugly" names will blow over and i can be a new me. I just want one friend. To tell my secrets, to say my crushes to. To talk to. To laugh with. To take a selfie with. But i guess my only friend is my bunny (Rose). My parents got me her before they passed, i insisted that i take her with me wherever i go. The orphanage and my foster family's house.~So ive been told. She's never left my side. Shes right here, in her cage. Shes adorbable. I want to get ready for school tomorrow so im prepared for the morning - its 11:30pm and im still awake no one knows hehehe. My foster family make me go to sleep at 10 because them and chloe go to sleep at 10:30. OMG!! Chloe is SNORING her HEAD OFF!! Its soo annoying!! We have to share a room-IKR?! Her side of the room has a purple ensuite (im not allowed to use) filled with a lavender scented permanent room spray - i didnt know it was a thing either lol! And a rose petal printed bathtub with a shower, a toilet and a pastel purple sink. She has a massive flat screen TV. A GIGANTIC dressing table joint with a desk! Her bed is queen-sized and is pink with jewells on the silk pillows and duvet. She has loads of flowers and a huge walk in closet. Where as on my side, "mum" decorated it. I DO NOT APPROVE!! It has a single bed which is green-yellow. It has no bathroom, a mini tv and a shelf for Rose. The walls around my side are black, but in my spare time i draw. So i drew some little white stars on the ceiling. I love to draw. I guess you could say i have an awful life. I live in an awful world and everyone hates me! :( So now im going to apply some whipped cream onto Chloe's hand and tickle her nose, so she will put her hand on her face and it will splodge and get all in her eyes). I guess some may say im evil - but no, shes done WAY worse. And i want to ruin HER first day just as much as she wants to ruin MINE!!!
>:(
Okay, so now that ive got her nose ruined, i am now going to draw a unibrow along her eyebrow. And some big fat red spots on her cheeks. Mwahhahaha im evil >:)
Get back to my diary soon

•Sophie xoxo