It's a lot safer THAT way?!

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"Hanji, you bastard...", I clenched my teeth. As I thought, Hanji is FAKING her illness! She is pretending to be fainted in front of Eren, as she knew it all along that Eren is the only person who can keep in touch with me. "You don't have to be that mad, Levi. Don't you feel refreshed after that? Come on, be a little bit thankful to me.", She laughed.

"Thankful?! If only you didn't PRETEND to be sick, I won't be fucked up like this! It's only a miracle that I'm not pregnant!", I shot out my anger. Well, that's true that I'm not pregnant. Not for now. But then again, even though I won't get in heat anytime soon, but it WILL come eventually, and no suppressant can fix it, I can only live by getting fucked by Eren! Not only that, I'm able to get pregnant, so I might be unable to lead the whole corps if the time comes.

"Now, who will be the my substitute if I can't protect my people?!", I, once again, spoke harshly at her. "Well, you can ask Erwin, or maybe Eren", she said as if she didn't take me seriously. "What the... Eren?! He isn't even here for THAT long! Erwin is already very busy with his task. Do you think I will let Eren...", *knock knock*, I'm surprised when Eren opened the door. "Um... Sorry, did I bother?", he asked. "No, not really. Come inside.", Hanji invited him. I'm getting awkward, feeling the band aid covering the bite wounds he gave on my neck. He looked at me for a moment and walks inside, "Chief, this documents is for you to check. And also, this is things you want me to fill.", he gave her some files. "What's that?", I took the paper that he gave last. The "things Hanji wants him to fill". "W-wait, Captain!", he panicked. I read them closely as soon as I get it in my hand. What the... Fuck?!

"Why did you fill in that report?! She must had forced you to. Listen Eren, you don't have to do everything she said!", I lectured Eren in our room. That time, Hanji luckily got some task and I need to patrol. I can't meet with any of them, so night time is my only chance to chat leisurely with Eren. "It's okay though. I'm fine with that. I didn't lose anything by filling that report anyway.", he smiled. *thump* h-hey, why am I nervous looking at his smiling face?! W-well, a lot of things happens these days, so I must be too tired. "Did you read my answer?" He asked. I nodded, "a little". Shit! What am I doing, getting all flustered like this?!

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"Your move isn't fast enough! You'll get devoured in no time by the titans if you don't give it your all! Slash them! Kill them before you get killed!" I shouted. Making a good soldier isn't as easy as you think. The newbies are still full of fear. They don't know about the real life outside, when the titans come for your life, you don't have any choice but to be strong. To be precise, fast and strong. With their current ability, they will die in no time for sure.

"Captain, this is the data of some injured soldier. Gratefully, no one died.", Eren explained to me. Hanji's soldiers are quite good, they're not fearing death anymore, but they still treasure their life. That means, they're very sure that they will survive and win. That's good. "Impressive", I said. He continue his report. "... And chief Hanji made some notes when she's outside, the data are still vague, but she promised to give it to you tomorrow.", he ended his speech. "Well then, you may leave", I turned back my focus to my paperwork. But Eren didn't go, "umm... Captain, can I have a moment with you?" He said.

We went to our bedroom, the only place we can chat alone. "Captain, I'm really sorry", he said, "I didn't mean to hurt you that night, I only wanted to help you". He looked troubled, but I don't know what was in his mind to bring that topic now. Every time I looked back into last night memories, my body feels hot. "I know, you don't have to worry about that", I tried to speak calmly, but it seems like I can't.

Suddenly he stood up and lean close to me. I'm surprised of course, but I didn't say anything. "Captain, I'm really sorry, for that night and for my feelings..." Wh-whoa, what did he say?! Before I'm able to take the grip of the situation, he kissed me tenderly.  "I like you captain. I took advantage of your condition last time and... I'm really sorry", he left me in our room. Wait... What?

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