I'm tired of it. I'm sick of watching my crush go after someone else after I've liked them for 3 years. I'm sick of everyone telling me "you'll be fine after you get some rest" I'm sick of being told I wont have any friends. I'm sick of being lied to. I'm sick of pretending not to hear my "friends"talking about me. I'm sick of not being able to find help. I'm sick of collapsing to the ground, crying. I'm sick of having to hold myself tight because no ones there to. I'm sick of pretending I'm okay. I'm sick of hiding behind a smile. I'm sick of not having someone to talk to. I'm sick of suicidal thoughts. I'm sick of mental health issues. I'm sick of not being in a relationship. I'm sick of crying myself to sleep each night.
I'm sick of life.
And I don't know how much longer I can do this for.
